~Jes'
Yes , he in my mind all the time. He have my f***** heart.
Jes , Jes , Jes the teacher jelled." I was calling you since i've been in the class" the teacher said. A little voice like 'o' "okay" came out my mouth. "I'm sorry". I just can't consentrade me on my school , study and neither on my friends.
*schoolbell ringing*
I havn't pick nothing up since i'm been in love , since i've seen him. 'Shit' Spanish , but okay. This was the time i begin to believe in love again. I believe that there is a special one for me.
3days later'
"Bee listen" i said to one of my Bestfriend. You know that guy? Joshua , gosh i got his number. Chal said "ooo yeah?"
Yeah i chat with him yesterday , but.... than it was like my face is swelling. It was the time i wanted to cry , kill my self , shut everybody out. Only because he don't want to chat with me. I wasn't his type of girl he searching for. "But what" she said. But.... but..... he didn't like me ):(.
Those were the last words that came out my mouth.
*bell ringing*.
|One week past away , two weeks , three weeks , and still Jess was in pain…Still she can't believe it.|
That night i sit in my room with one of my ex-niece named 'Tatjana' she talk to me but u didn't answer her. I didn't look at her. I didn't said anything. It been one week i eaten only bread. She said like a mother "You have to move one" , "Go look for another guy". It was silents for a couple of hours. I was chatting with 'Chalay' we always have fun if we chat with each other.
Jes , Jes ........... Tat said . Uhhh Joshua told me you must chat him.
Ooo god that time . I don't know how to discribe how i feel at the time. I said "who?" "Which Joshua?" Tat said ..."Joshua Duijm mann" ....But...But...But... he blocked me on whatsapp. "Ach , do not matters , just chat him" those were the last words. Tat...Tat i said. Give my number to him. Let hw chat me. Ooo gosh. I can't hear myself. I feel my heartbeat going faster and faster.
*25.09.14 ,22.12PM* The day i will never forget. The day Josh came back as a blessing , but more as a lesson.
We been chatting with eachother. I was so happy at school but also at home.
It was so an amazing time. It was like i ve been to the "tomorrowland" that i always dreams of. But just at the time everything went perfect. It was also the time of sadness. Damnnnnnnnnnnn , the last words of me , my whole day ruined.
*chapter 2*
~i hopw you'll enjoy.
Thanks for the vote.
'Emi xxxxx
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