Expriment 00X

Chapter 7

I open my eyes to me I laughing. I'm me again, not that girl 00X. And he sits up next to me "Come on Ryker you got to do better then this" I fling my hands In the air "It needs to be more romantic, but, I liked the old fashion corner the girl against the wall thing totally, romantic." I look at him "I still don't know who I love Ryker, you or Brady." I shake my head and sigh "You both confessed to me the same day, and made some dumb rule that you had to ask for permission to kiss me." I throw my head back laughing. "But I'm not sure that I even know about love that much yet" I look back at him and put my hand on his "Payton is this you?" I nod. He pulls me into a hug "I missed you." same old Ryker "I missed you too, but" I push him away, so he can look at me "They're two parts of me now Ryker, me you knew growing up and the one you saw earlier."

"Yeah so?"

"So, there's a fight going on in my head her and me" he nods. "One of us is going to lose." I stand. I need to explain this faster before she comes back. "Ryker the side of me you know might die my personality, I mean the other me is me too, and she will have some of my now personality." he shakes his head and walks up to me. "I don't want her I want you" anger rushes through my body, he comes and takes my hands "Ryker! Don't be selfish." I smack his hands away and turn my head "She's me to you know" my eyes roll to his and I sigh. "Listen." I put my hands on his cheeks "Your getting red Ryker" I smile "Pshh Whatever." He moves his eyes away from me. "It's cute" he freezes, and I laugh. "As I was say-" I get cut off by his lips against mine, I want to pull away 'Stop, you need to keep going' my mind tells me. I run my fingers through his hair. I missed this. He pulls me onto his lap. He smiles into the kiss. "Wait." I push him off "I'm mad at you." he comes and wraps his arms around me and puts his hand on my heart "I still need to talk to you, I don't have much time before she comes back." He lets go and sits on the bed. "Like I said only one of the sides of me would live I don't know which one cause it's kind of like a fight to the death." I glare at him over my shoulder "Remember to treat her right she's me too, she's the younger me she doesn't know much, I used to pretend that I know everything, but I don't, especially when it came to you, two boys." I smile and sit next to him "She doesn't know about love or you guys. I want you to teach her and fall in love with her like you have me." Why am I saying this, I don't mean any of it. Don't fall in love with her. I don't want you too. I hate her. I want to live. He stares at me intensely "Don't tell me?" I smirk "You already like her?" He scratches the back of his neck. I grab his hand and lead him back to the bed "So" I move closer to him "So, what do you do you like about her?" He just shrugs. Perfect this is what I want to happen in case I don't make it, I don't want to tell Brady he'll take it hard it's best if Ryker tells him. I wrap Ryker's arm around me before I leave. "So tell me" he sighs "It's kinda hard since you're the same person, I'm confessing my feelings for your other half" I giggle. It's so like him to be worried about something dumb like this. "She won't remember if you talk to me she won't remember if you talk to her I won't remember." he shakes his head and holds my hand in his. "That's not fair" I move away from him and lay on the bed "Just tell me." Ryker quit being stubborn and just say "Okay. I like her innocents and the way she's strong but cries when she needs to and her smile" he smiles as he looks at the ceiling and it stings my heart. Am I jealous of my other half? "And the way she looks when she's embarrassed and her crazy, wildness." There's more! "And the way she tilts her head when she asks a question" I frown, I can't help it, maybe that wasn't such a good idea. "Hey, don't look that way Payton" Payton? No! Another half? No, I can't take it, way did this happen to me! "Hey, can you please call me by my middle name." I can't cry as easily as her. She's my soft, innocent side. I'm stronger than her. "ReeAnn? Why?" I rub my chin and smile "Yeah, I like the sound of that" I grab my head, she's coming, this pain is intense. "You okay?" I look up and see my reflection in the mirror. What happened? How long was I gone "What happened?" Now that I look around I'm on the floor. I don't remember being on the floor. "Well, you see" my vision blurs.