My Feelings For You

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Dear ❤,

This has been on my mind and heart for a long time. I wanted to tell you how I really felt about you, but I never was able to muster up the courage to tell you. I didn't want anything to change between the two of us.

I write this knowing that you'll never see it. The thoughts have been festering in me head. The feelings of us have been fluttering around in my delicate heart. I want to say that I have confusing feelings for you.

My head is saying one thing, but my heart is saying something completely different. It's hard to decipher between the love or lust for you. All I can truly say is that you bring light to my world.

My face lights up everytime I talk about you. My heart skips a beat every single time I see your debonaire smile, as your eyes twinkle. I loose my breath a little as I speak to you.

I can't help but be so ecstatic around you. There is never a bleak moment when I'm with you. There is always a big, bright smile on my face whenever you are near or on my mind.

Your charming demeanor, and disposition draws me to you everytime. This wasn't always a good thing because my mind got so convoluted with the situation.

To stay friends or have a relationship, that was the real question. Tell me, the answer... Friends, oh I see. My heart shattered and my whole world felt as if it was breaking apart. Tears roll down my cheek.

My last words to you is that I wanted this to turn out differently. Only if you could see the pain I was in behind the plastered on smile. Just know I die just a little everytime I see your name.

My heart yearns for you.

XO's,
Friend

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