A Hopeless Romantic for a Poet

....You...

I knew that sleeping will never be easy

Since that day at the bowling alley ..

Would you believe me if i say,

That you really are my first date?

Others judge  me for being so carefree

I do things my way because this is ME.

What you see is what you get.

I still smile even when im so upset.

But with you, i wanted to change..

And its so overwhelming i got scared.

This is the first time i felt bad about myself,

Like i don't deserve you, someone that is almost perfect.

I felt like a tramp not because i am

Its just that i felt so insecure, afraid of what i felt.

I fell so hard and deep..

But still, who am i for you to keep??

So, maybe we really are not meant to be.

And i have to walk away with you only in my memory..

As much as i want to say goodbye personally,

Im too coward so maybe this would do, IM SORRY ...

Spring16