boarding school (PHANFICTION)

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Dan's POV
I got back to the dorm my eye hurt like hell.Joe was lying on his bunk with a pillow over his head trying to block out all of Angus's chatter.
"oh hi daniel!" Angus said excitedly.
"um hey Angus"
"Hey everyone is going crazy what the fuck where you thinking!" Joe jumped up pushing Angus out of his way.
"well uhhh what about phil!"
"listen dan I love you man and I want the best for you and phil...isn't it"
I frowned and sat on my bed I didn't know what I was going do I didn't even know if I if I 'Love' phil I mean I know I love him but not 'Love'. I lied on my bed and tried to let my exhausted state take over but nothing just a sleepless night.
***
one week later
I apologized to Conner.He still didn't trust me though and I don't trust him.
I decided to let phil go and forget any thing ever happened between us because I still wasn't sure what I wanted. Was I gay? for a while I guess I really thought I was but...I guess I'm just...I don't know.It hurt me to just forget phil like this but it was probably for the best.I was in the corridor flipping through my un-done homework when I was pushed in to a wall, inches away from my own was Conner's face. "listen dan you may be able to brush of what happened between us but I can't so if you are going to hang out with us you are going to ditch phil"
he spat on my face when he talked
"or else!" I shot back honestly scared inside "or else I will find your brother and I will hurt him and the only one left to tell his story will be his pussy YouTube videos"
my brother was everything to me,
he was the only shoulder I had to cry when my father would abuse my mom,
He was the only thing protecting me from my father's harsh ways when he came home drunk, honestly I didn't mind him I just tell people I don't like him so they don't think I'm weird and breaking the law of sibling rivalry.
Conner swaggered back down the hall.
I picked up my papers and headed to math class trying to act like nothing happened.I would think about it later.
***
Me and all my 'friends' where standing in the gym before  class around 10:00am when phil walked in.
He stopped in the middle of the room looked at me then walked over to us...me in particular.
"hey" he giggled moving uncomfortably
close "uhh shhhhh cu" I make weird noises as I push him away from me
"dan? I thought...we?"
"no phil! not we! there is no WE any more ok?! it's just you and then me"
He looked at me like someone had just killed his dog and nodded then walked backwards until his back met the door and he left.
A hand was placed on my shoulder.
"nice job... buddy we don't need him"
Conner's voice whispered in my ear.
I bit the inside of my cheeks as I felt my eyes get more most then before.
"Daniel Howell?" I heard Mr. Hamptons say peeking his red bearded face in to the room that was now silent as people watched me walk over.
Mr.Hamptons was only called in pretty important situations the rest the head mistress took care of,so to be called out in to the hall by him...oooo you must have done something bad.
"umm Daniel we have done some thinking as a school about what had happened last Friday and we have come to the conclusion that you attacked mr.Saunders and we called your parents and we all think it's best that you take a break from our school and get some relax time at home"
"but I didn't attack him he attacked phil!"
"yes but Mr.Saunders says you did"
"so you're going to take his word for it!"
"Howell it makes the most sense your train leaves at 3:00pm today"

I ran as fast as I could to the court yard.
I passed a smiling and sickened Conner.
I sat down on a bench by a fountain and cried till my eyes where fully out of water and my hole body ached.I didn't care if people stopped and stared.
once my eyes started to hurt I walked up to my dorm to pack.
"oh Angus aren't you supposed to be in class right now"
"naaa I got sent back because they were doing something to advance for Angus"
"oh"
"where are you going?"
"home"
"because of phil?"
"Angus how do you know about that"
"do you love phil?"
"Angus this is..."
"do you?"
"I...I guess so...yeah I do"
"do you hate Conner and all them?"
"yes very much so"
"well then!"
"what?"
"dan you have chosen what you hate over what you love and now you regret it can't you see!! Now fix it!!"
"it's to late now phil hates me and I have to get on my train in 30 minutes"
"it's never to late to fix true love"
I grabbed my suit case and ran out the door for phil.
I ran as fast as I could until I was stopped by a tall body with light brown hair... Professor Micharvest.
"Howell you are supposed to be at the train station" he grabbed my arm and dragged me to the train station as I struggled calling out phil's name.
I shamefully walked on to the almost empty train.I sat down by the window and thought about how I has betrayed my sweet, innocent ,adorable phil for the douche bags that got me suspended and that the last words I had said to phil was that I didn't love him anymore but I do! "I do love you phil"

A/N ok so I hope you enjoyed it!
it's a little serious now and not as fluffy but I still hope you liked it and stuff so yeah BYEEEEEE