The unwanted alliance

to everyone who's been waiting and ( even if you were not ) 🥀

Hey everyone,
I know it’s been quite a while since I last wrote… almost 4 months. Honestly, I feel a little guilty for disappearing like that without any updates. Life suddenly became a whirlwind of exams, internships, responsibilities, and somewhere in between, I lost touch with one of the things that gives me true joy—writing here for you all.

I don’t know if I’ll be able to write with the same flow, depth, or magic as before, but I promise I’ll try. Writing after such a long break feels like meeting an old friend again—you’re excited, but also nervous, wondering if the bond is still the same.

In these months, not a single day passed without me missing this space… the comfort of words, and more than that, the comfort of knowing you’re out there reading them. I often wondered, “Would anyone even remember my stories? Would anyone be waiting?”

But then I reminded myself that even if just one person missed my writing, even if one of you was silently waiting for me to return—that’s reason enough to come back.

So here I am, a little rusty, a little unsure, but full of heart. I just hope you’ll still hold space for me, for my words, and for the emotions I pour into them.

Thank you for being patient. Thank you if you’re still here reading this. You have no idea how much it means.

I left my words mid-breath,
like a candle paused in flame,
life pulled me in its currents,
and I forgot my own name.

Four months of unwritten skies,
pages waiting, hearts unseen,
I wonder—were you waiting too,
for the spaces in between?

I returned a little trembling,
not sure if I still belong,
but if even one heart misses me,
then absence was not too long.

So here I stand, pen in hand,
rusty, yet full of start,
forgive the silence I carried,
my words are yours, my heart.

Authorkaaty 🥀✨

“Your turn—leave me a line, even if it’s just one word, so I know you’re still here.”