Love Story // Caspar Lee fanfic

Chapter 29: *sigh*

To woke up and went for a run. I'm 12 weeks and I'm so excited to go to the doctor today! My alarm went off and I turned it off before it woke up Caspar. I got up and put some yoga pants on and a Hammerhead shirt. I tied my shoes and walked upstairs. I put my headphones in and opened the door. I started walking. I don't usually run but I felt like it this morning.

After my run I came back to the house. Joe was in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal. Caspar was eating leftover pizza.
"Breakfast of champions." I say. Joe laughed.
"You don't have much room to be talkin either." Caspar says.
"Good morning." Joe says.
"Good morning." I say. I kissed Caspar.
"Damn you smell." He says.
"Shut up." I say. I drank some water.
"What time is that appointment?" Caspar asks. I look at my watch.
"10:30 so about and hour." I say.
"Are you going to see the sex of the baby?" Joe asks.
"No, it's way to early for that." I say.
"It's just a check up." Caspar says.
"I see it already: uncle Joe." Joe says.
"In your dreams." Caspar says. I laugh. I fix some eggs and eat them. After breakfast I take a shower and get ready for the day. I throw my purse I've my shoulder.
"Caspar, you ready?" I called.
"One second, filming an outro." He says. I walk in joes room. Joe is wearing a yellow jacket with goggles and Caspar is wearing a white jacket with goggles. And a watermelon cut in half.
"I don't even want to know." I say.
"Let us finish please." Caspar says pushing me out of the shot.
"Hurry up." I say. I walk out and close the door. I wait. 5 minutes later Caspar walks out.
"Your not wearing that." I say.
"Why?" He asked.
"Go change please!" I shoved him in the bedroom. He comes back out.
"Thank you." We walk upstairs and into the car.

We are in the waiting room of the doctors office.
"I'm so excited!" I say.
"Me too." He says. He takes my hand and kisses my cheek.
"Mrs.abram." A nurse calls. We stand up. We walk over.
"Right this way." She says. We takes us to a room. I lay down on the bed.
"Pull your shirt up a bit." The doctor says. And I do so. She puts the jelly on my belly and rubs around the probe.
"How far along are you?" She asks.
"12 weeks." I say.
"You have had a previous appointment?" She asks.
"Yes." I say.
"They confirmed there is a baby?" She asks.
"Yes." I say.
"I'm sorry, but I don't see a fetus or hear a heart beat." She says.
"Are you sure, look again." Caspar says. She moves it around.
"I'm sorry, mrs.Abram." She says.
"I was just in here, they said I was carrying." I say.
"You miscarried. It's not uncommon." She says. I started to cry. Caspar squeezed my hand.
"I'll give you some time." She left the room.
"Caspar." I said.
"Fin, it's not your fault."
"We were going to be a family."
"Fin, it's going to be alright. We can try again." I nodded. Our foreheads pressed together. We just took it all in. 10 minutes later the doctor walked back in.
"We need to schedule you to remove the embryo." She says.
"What is us earlyest you can do?" I asked.
"I can get you in, in about 4 hours." She said.
"That will do." Caspar says. She took the jelly off my belly and we walked back out to the receptionist desk.
"You are scheduled for your removal at 4pm today." The receptionist said.
"I gave her my card."
"Your Finley Abram?" She asked.
"Yes."
"Youtuber right?" She asked.
"Yup."
"I'm sorry for your baby." She said.
"Thank you." Caspar said. We paid and left.

At in in car with my head in my knees. Caspar held my hand as we drive home. Not a single word. We parked and we walked inside. Joe and Veronica were playing FIFA and laughing.
"How did it go?" Joe asks. I shook my head and went downstairs.
"Oh no." Veronica says. I closed the door and layed in bed covered in the blanket. Veronica came down.
"Finley." She said. I poked my head through the blanket.
"there you are." She said. She came over sat next to me.
"I'm sorry." She said. I nodded. I didn't say a word.
"Your young, you have time." She said.
"You have time." She said again softly. We curled up and she hugged me. We fell asleep.

  "Hey fin, we got to go." Caspar said. I woke up. Veronica still by my side.
"Ok." I said.
"Hey, let's not make this all sad." He said.
"I know, just wish we could of met him/her." I say.
"Me too." He says.
"I'm going to go." Veronica says. She walked out.
"They are fine, they are waiting for us in heaven." Caspar said.
"You think?" I asked.
"I know." He said. He pulled me to his side and we walked upstairs.
"Be back in a bit." Caspar said. Joe nodded.

We were at the hospital. We tried everything to not make it sad. We were in a closed off room. I was dancing in my hospital gown and hair net.
"Never looked sexier." Caspar says. I laughed.
"Yeah right." I said. The doctor came in.
"Doing ok?" He said.
"We're great." Caspar said. I layed in the bed.
"We are going to put an IV in." He said.
"Ok." I said. I held caspars hand. I hated needles. I scrunched my face.
"All done." The nurse said.
"We are going to wheels you off." The doctor said. I nodded.
"You'lol be ok." Caspar says.
"I know." I said. He kissed me and then I was sent back.

I opened my eyes.
"Hey." Caspar said. He stroked my forehead.
"Hey." I said.
"All done, good to go." The nurse said.
"You want to go home?" Caspar asked.
"I want a pizza." I said.
"That's my girl!" He says. We laughed. The nurse walked over and took out my IV out. I changed into my clothes and Caspar and I walked to the car.

  That night we told our parents about the miscarriage. We also told Zoey, alfie, Louise, Jim, Louis, Jim, and Tonya. It was hard hearing I lost the baby, but Veronica's right, I have time, we have time. I will always wonder who my baby would have been. But I need to keep going.