The Reckless Heroes of our Fear (Keveridge(Sequel to Stargazer))

The Reckless Heroes of our Fear Chapter 7

AN: yay another upload and im now seriously suffering not only from a sore neck (thanks Will) but also from really bad post gig depression - i was crying earlier :'( anyway i wont depress you any further (although this might be slightly depressing) any way enjoy Wooly xx

Kier

I slowly made my way back to the flat. I opened the door and without thinking took off my jacket and made my way through to our room. Laurence loved me? Why I was nothing special. Was I? I lay face down on my side of the bed. I don’t know how long I lay like this until I heard the front door open and close and Barrone’s deep mumble to someone, I assume Laurence as I hear him say something back.  Before I knew it I was asleep.

Barrone

I watched as Kier entered the flat in a daze and walked through to Keveridges room and closed the door. I sighed. What were we going to do with them? I sat in the living room watching the muted TV. A while later Drew and Laurence re-entered the flat. “Kiers In the bedroom by the way Laurence” I alerted him. “How did he seem?” I sighed again and pulled Drew close to me as we all sat down. “He looked… well the best way I could put it is confused”. He nodded and Drew snuggled closer. I smiled down at him before placing a small kiss on his head. Laurence sighed and wandered through to the kitchen. I looked at Drew again who was now sleepily playing with my fingers. I felt so guilty me and Drew were sat here happily and he was pining after Kier.

Laurence

Why was he looking confused? I couldn’t understand it. I leaned against the side. I could hear The Timids talking quietly to each other. I smiled wryly. I loved them but I was jealous, I wanted what they had. I sighed again. Why is everything so fucking complicated. I banged my head against the cupboard continuously until I felt a pair of arms wrap around me from behind. “Laurence stop that we need you to have at least a few brain cells” I heard Drew say from behind me. I smiled “You’re just jealous ‘cos your head can’t reach it” he pulled away and when I turned around he was stood pouting. “Aww Drew I’m sorry, you being short is adorable” he smiled at me.

Drew

I had heard Laurence banging in the kitchen and when I went to investigate he was stood banging his head against one of the cupboards. I was trying to cheer him up. I know how it feels to love someone and not know how they felt back. We were now joking about my height. I pulled away and pouted. “Aww Drew I’m sorry, you being short is adorable” I smiled. It didn’t last long before I looked at his eyes and noticed the dark circles. “Laurence have you been sleeping?” he looked away before replying “Yes but not well, it’s kinda hard to with Kier not 6inches away from me” I nodded I remember the first few weeks of me realising I liked Shane. Awkward. Speaking of Shane I felt him hug me from behind. “I’m going to bed. Night love you.” He kissed my cheek. I blushed. “Love you too, see you in a while” he padded off. I looked at Laurence he looked lost. I walked over and hugged him. “Don’t worry Laurence I’m sure everything will be alright in the end” he hugged back. “Whatever you say Wooly, now go on to bed its way past your bedtime!” I smiled at him. He was trying “Night”

Laurence

I smiled after Wooly, he really does try. I made myself a cup of tea and got into my pyjamas whilst I waited for the kettle to boil and then wandered into the living room. Switching off the TV I sat down and pulled out my laptop from under a pile of what looked like Kier’s dirty laundry. I opened twitter. Time to answer some fans I think. Most of them were asking if we were gonna be able to meet them after gigs. I told them all we had set aside time for them all to talk, sign and get picture. I felt myself turning back to normal as I answered questions and replied to people. I smiled some fans were working on a book for us. They were worried they would mentally scar us (that would take a lot) although from the name I was already intrigued; 50 Shades of FVK? It can’t be that bad, right?

Kier

I had woken about an hour ago when The Timids had gone to bed. I had just lain there staring at the ceiling. I could hear quiet laughing from the living room. Curious, I slowly and silently (well as silently as I could (I’m not a freaking ninja (although imagine if I was))) I smiled to myself at the tangent my thoughts were going off at. I stopped just round the corner from the living room and peered round. Laurence was sat cross-legged in his pyjamas with his laptop on his lap. He looked almost normal again. I smiled. I made my way across the mess (we should probably tidy this up before we leave for tour) and stood behind him. I watched the muscles in his body tense. “Laurence, can I join you?” I asked quietly. I don’t know why I did but I felt if I asked him in a normal voice he would get scared and run. He slowly nodded. I walked around the couch and joined him sitting awkwardly next to him. I watched him as he slowly closed the lid of his laptop and put it down. He then turned to look at me.

AN: yeah if your read my wierd journal thing you would know that 50 Shades of FVK is a present me and 3 friends gave them at Norwich only Drews replied about and we think we broke them (can you no just see them huddled in a corner away from a book saying burn it burn the evil)