*‡Recap: Ciel has left and now ____ has brought Megan over for a girls night in.
"Er.. I think we should sleep on the living room floor tonight." I said as Megan put some oreos and some milk into my blender.
"Why?" She asked wincing as the sound of the blender hurt her ears. I shuffled awkwardly.
"I need to change my bed sheets.. If you catch my drift. And the sofa isn't ideal either..." I mumbled.
"Ewww.." She grimaced. "So change them."
"Too exhausted L.. I just wanna watch some movies with my best friend.. And listen to Brian." I sighed.
"Brian is a great singer.. I could change your sheets.." She offered.
"So you wanna touch something with mine and my ex boyfriend's bodily fluids all over it..?" I raised my eyebrow at her.
"Well no.. Not when you say bodil-- body... I can't say that word.." She struggled.
"Bodily fluids." I laughed.
"If anyone was to hear us." She did the same.
"So.. AHS marathon on my living room floor?" I urged.
"Hell yeah!" She threw up her arms. "But we need snacks." I groaned.
"Megan..." She gave me a sympathetic look.
"C'mon _____. What can happen?" She urged.
"Everything! I could see him and he could try and talk to me.." I panicked.
"But it's a big place. What are the chances you'll see him in the one store you stop at?" She encouraged me further. "Why? Are you worried we'll see Laura from cashier 2 Cian??
"Fine ok. I'll get dressed." I gave in and she cheered.
~*~
I came into the living room in ripped jeans, a black ombre off the shoulder top and my grey Vans. Megan smiled at me.
"See. You're beautamas." She grinned.
"Hold on. I need my phone." I replied. I walked over to the socket and picked up my phone. It had nearly 30 messages all from Ciel.
I walked over to the counter unlocking my phone.
'Should I do this? Does he even deserve my time and attention now?' I thought as my thumb hovered over the message widget.
'Fuck It'
I clicked on the messages and went to the first one he sent.
From: Ciel
Time: 12:34
Subject: I'm sorry.
Message: _____... Idk what to do. I left like five minutes ago and babe.. I feel so lost.. I'm.. I'm gonna be a dad.. Well.. If you let me.. I guess you're wondering wtf happened aye? With Lizzy? Lizzy and I.. I love her but. I don't think I'm in love with her. I stay her boyfriend so I don't hurt her feelings. She's nothing like me... I want a relationship where you can cuddle up with each other on the couch and watch TV. Not sit around while one talks and talks for years on end. I want an intimate relationship.. Where I can show someone how much I love them not with just words.. With her I can't even get a word in. And the most intimate we've gotten is a small make out session on the couch. I love you _____. I really do. And ik I fucked up. Bad. But please hear me out?
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Fanfiction‡Modern AU‡ One day while ____ is walking home from work, she is approached by two men in strange clothing. They are in need of a place to stay. Being the nice girl she is, she decides to take them in. Over the course of two days she seems to tak...
