I've been trying so hard to forget about you. But it seems that everything in my path just leads back to you. No matter what I do, I just can not forget the feeling of your fingertips pressed against my hips, the way you would rest your head on top of mine when we hugged. The feeling of my head resting upon your collar bones, buried in the crook of your neck. The way you always seemed to make my day just a little bit brighter with every word you spoke. The scent I inhaled every time you pulled me close. It was one I will never forget. All the times we stayed up talking in the phone, joking around, telling secrets. I couldn't picture my future with out you. You were always there for me...what happened? Maybe if I find the answer to this profound question, my incredulous feelings for you will seemingly disappear, kind of like you. I've been looking for this answer subconsciously, starting from the day you left. But my mission to find this answer has just begun, for I am still searching for a clue, for a sign that the answer is near.
