You have no idea what's it's like to put up with someone like you. You're worse than the voices in my head, continuously screaming and tearing me down. You don't know what it's like to wake up feeling empty and worthless. You don't know how hard it is to have so much anger built up inside of you knowing that you have no way of letting it out because with every burst of energy you could end up in a place worse than you are already. And you will never, ever know what it's like to want someone with every fucking fiber and know you'll never be able to have them because they don't want you. I hate you, I don't love you, I don't need or want you so why is it you proceed to make me hate you more. When will you get the fact that I don't like you and I need you to stop, stop everything and rewind. You make me feel as if the veins that thread my body together are being ripped apart like my favorite sweater the day he told me he didn't love me. You are my roots and you're not sending me the water I need to survive and with every going moment a new leaf wilts away. My seems have been opened up and every comment, every word, every remark of hatred is seeping through with ease and I can't stop them.
