Falling For A Felon

Chapter 13

Because as a mother, no kid should ever have to say those words or even think about anything like that.

They both CRIED for about 10 minutes

Nicki- Listen, I'm never letting you go ok? You're always gonna be in my heart, and by my side. ALWAYS. I lost you once I'm not losing you again? This time, imma make it right..
I gotta make it right for you. I can't get back those years I lost being in your life, but we can go on and live the rest of our lives together.. Ok? I promise.

She wipes his face and tears still fall on the floor from hers.

And then she hears someone coughing from behind her.

She turned around, and it was Meek.

She didn't know what to expect. But she knew if he couldn't accept the fact she had a kid, she was gonna drop him. Even though, she knew he needed her...but this kid needs her more . Meeks a grown man, he can take care of himself. Christian has been taking care of himself for years now, and shouldnt have ever been like that but that's how it turned out. She wasn't gonna let that continue.

She refused.
She wiped her face.

Nicki- Um, are you done?

Meek nods his head.

Meek- He took it kinda rough. I guess me and you just been balling our eyes out for the last hour, huh?

Nicki- I guess so..

Christian hides behind Nicki legs holds tight onto his teddy bear and her leg..

Nicki turns around and crotches down...

Nicki- what's wrong, buddy?

Christian- ..is that my dad? Mommy I'm scared

He starts crying because he's scared it is. He doesn't wanna ever be around his father.

Nicki- No, no no no no, he's far from it. That's not him.. Ok?I promise you, you don't have to ever worry about him.

Christian- Mhmkk..

She kisses his forhead., and his stomach starts to growl again.

Nicki- Christians tummy still growing, lets go get some food..what do you want?

Christian- Pizza!

Nicki smiles and laughs because she knows that's mostly what every kid loves and wants...

Nicki- Lets go get it...just give me one minute...

Nicki stands back up and turns to Meek...

Nicki- Its my son, yeah and I didn't know about him unt-

Meek stops her.

Meek- I already know. That's tragic and sad. I mean what kinda bitch nigga would want the seed he created , dead? Your lil kid is a soldier, he fought looking for you. At age 5? Phewwww that's crazy ... He just like you.. You fought for me, he fought for you. I'm willing to accept that, because I AINT letting you go. I refuse. I have a kid of my own, why I would I not accept yours? And this is the reason you didn't wanna see mine? Because it reminded you of yours?
I get it now. I understand.

Meek walks up to Nicki, and tries to kiss her..but Christian was not letting that happen..

Christian- Back up playboy this is mommy not yours..mine..

Meek and Nicki laughs...
She picks him up.

Nicki- YOURE right, I'm not his mommy and I am yours babyboy. But what do you know about playboy?