Why now?
Why not hmm four years later when I'm in college.. make the little twerp move. I thought I had it all figured out, you know get through high school and all, and then move to well, get an actual life.
Just great. Ive been living in the valley for my whole life, I know people that have moved and hmm most of them end up saying they absolutely hated it, and with my peachy attitude, yeah doubt this little journey will be pure fun.
I've Gotten used to the word "like".. how much i hate it but Ive gotten used to it. Same friends, same house, same everything. And I liked it but now i have to move because step dado was offered a new job in lake Oswego,Oregon.
Population-36,350.
Joy.
And with my zero contact with my biological father, yea no way out of this one. You see I pretty much begged to stay till the minute we left. I was even willing to stay with my not so happy grandma of mine. But no we 'stick as a family'. Can't I have a say in anything now a days? I don't even like the cold, and last I heard Oregon is fucking cold.
"Alex, can you please change your attitude, you'll meet new friends, it'll be fun! this is something new just try not to make it to hard, ok mija?"
What was I supposed to say "yea, ma?" while I felt like saying "this is fukin unfair!" but I ended up saying the first one.
Couldn't we at least have took an airplane over there, hey didn't Carl (aka step dad) say this job was major bucks? Beats this. But I kind of like long car rides, they let you think and just go off to la la land.
Its me, Daniel(7 years old),mom, and Carl all squished into an altima. Thank god were almost there ..i feel so friken claustrophobic right now.
I'm not always this mopey but given less than a week to pack your stuff, say bye to everyone you care about, and move to a different state yea I think I'm allowed to be mopey.
At least I have my dog, a golden retriever to be specific. He'll always remind me of california, beutiful golden hair.
My boyfriend, well my used to be boyfriend, has the same blond Californian color.
I wasn't in love with him or anything but I liked him. But we were friends before anything happened, I doubt we'll stay in contact though. When I told him i was moving he practically broke up with me at the moment. Guys are all the same, its the damn same things with each guy. In the end someone gets hurt, that's just how it is.
I don't blame the guy, honestly who wants a long distance relationship. He did say tho its going to be hard to get over me, psh bull. Lets see Pretty Ricky how long you last before squerming to another girl. Why did I even go there, first boyfriends are supposed to be special aren't they? I just don't even know anymore.
Looking out the window I kept thinking maybe this is a good thing.
Drama kept chasing me over there. Maybe this is where I should be going.
Here I'm simply staying out of the damn crowd. Graduate and bam back to the sunny state.
Highschools going to be different for me here, fresh start. Freshman year will be a fresh year, well whats left of it.
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