My New Teenage Life Part 7
Shit his coming, oh well who gives a fuck.
Richard was giving me a peck on the mouth when someone cleared his mouth.
Matt who else.
"We need to talk"
"Now?" in a bitchy tone. Hey what do you expect.
"Yes now, lets go outside."might as well get it over with.He was already walking outside.
"Here, text me"i gave him a piece of paper with my number and a little hug.Wowzers was he a good kisser.
But i know the only reason i gave in to the guy was to forget about Matt. The stupid asshole uhh why me!!
He grabbed my wrist and was pulling me to the side of the house where no one was at.
"Let go!" my hand was starting to hurt"now".
"Who the fuck was that"
"None of your bussiness"
"Hell yeah its my bussiness!"
"First of all im not your girlfriend and secondly who the fuck do you think you are!"
"Look if your mad at me because of what you saw after scho"
"i dont have a reason to be mad tho"
"are you serious, so your playing that game"
"what game"
"the i dont give a fuck game"i rolled my eyes.
"Look ill admit, i did have feelings for you, still do(sadly), but seriously what girl in this school fucking doesnt!" i took a breath"it was fucking stupid of me
everyone told me to stay away but no being me...."
He put his hands on both sides of my cheeks "look at me" ohh i didnt even notice i was looking at the grass..hey!i was nervous haha
"Thats the thing i have feelings for you too! Ive never felt this. And i know i can be an ass and im working on it but what you saw in the hallway was the past catching up to me."
I used to have a girl every night, but when harper, haylie was offering it to me i didnt want it and it hit me how stupid i was being."
Wowzers thats alot to take in. he took a deep breath and said
"so thats why i came tonight to ask you if you'd be my my first and official girlfriend"
I was staring into his eyes and i could tell he was serious
"I dont know matt, let me think about it." He was smiling like if i already said yes."ill tell you on monday" thankgod it was friday gave me all weekend to think about it.
"ok, well i gotta go, i promised my lil sis that id go rent her twilight, but theres no way she's guna make me watch it!"making hand gestures, I laughed.
"Alright" i gave him a friendly hug, and he went out the back gate. Uhh i hate the fucking tingles i get!
I went through the open slide doors and saw all 5 girls waiting. the music was super loud. "*h*t * a*d"
"WHAT!" Taylor pointed to upstairs in her room, and we all nodded.
Once we all were in there and had the door closed everyone said"what happened!"
"We just talked" i said innocently.
"And what did he say.."Jackie said
Might as well just tell them..
"He asked me..to be his...girlfriend"
"HE WHAT!!!!!"
"hes never ever had a girlfriend" , "He's sprung!" and like ten other comments.
"what did you say?!" Claudia asked.
"I said ill think about it and on monday ill tell him."
"SOOO what do you guys think i should tell him?"
"No!"jenny said "Once an ass, always an ass."
"you should go for it he's gorgeous!" Claudia said.
"He's a jackass!"Kayla said.
"Look you should juist give it a try, if it doesnt work out, it doesnt work out. but at least you know you gave it a shot."Jackie said.
"But in the end its up too you on what you wana do.
I put my head on the pillow i was holding.
It is up too me.i dont want to get hurt but i dont want to regret not giving it a shot like jackie said.
there goes my night of partying away.haha
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Finally!! haha well im going to try to update 1 more time before sunday cause ima be going to florida for a week and stuff so
not going to be able to ubdate.
:(
So comment and vote and ill put it up faster i promisee :)
