Miracles in December (A Xiuchen Fanfic)

December 15th

I rolled up into a ball... I'm too tired to walk... I felt hopeless. "There really is no escape... I'm trapped in this maze..." I said to myself. 'Dude, you finally gave up... You've been walking for a day.' The voice said. I ignored him and started to weep. 'I'm telling you... All you are feeling now is guiltiness, regret, pain. You cause trouble to people close to you because of your mistakes.' I covered my ears and screamed, "Shut up! You don't have to keep reminding me!" The voice didn't say another word and once again I was in the darkness alone. "Is this maze really impossible to find an exit? Just like the song Overdose?" I cried in despair. "Are you really going to give up?" A familiar voice said. I looked up and saw Chen looking at me. I stood up and went over to hug him only to tumble to the ground. I looked back and found nothing where Chen was just standing. "This isn't the Minseok hyung I know, he wouldn't give up so easily." I turned around and found him standing a few feet from me. "I have to, Jongdae ssi... I tried so many times, I just can't escape this maze." I explained to him sadly. Chen didn't say a word and started walking into the endless maze once again. "Wait! Don't leave me!" I screamed and ran after him.

There were so many things that I didn't notice before... I found myself stepping into a path of memories. I found myself seeing images of me back then when Exo was famous. I continued on the path and looked at the images on the wall. I also noticed footsteps on the ground and followed them as well. I finally found myself standing on grass. It was the meadow in my dreams from the other day. I found Chen laying down on a bed of flowers and went next to him. He didn't look at me or say anything. "Jongdae ssi, why did you run away from me?" I asked. He didn't say a word and got up again. He started to fade in the sunlight. 'You made a promise... To believe in miracles... You failed to keep it.' The voice said. Before I can say something or move, I hole opened under me and I fell down... Not knowing where I will land.