"All you have to say is 3 words"

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Mauri's P.O.V
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"Come here baby" Trey says opening his arms toward me.

I move up against him to lay on his chest. I cuddle closer and closer to him feeling the beating of his heart. "If I wanted a girl that gave me what I wanted, I wouldn't get what I needed." He takes a breath looking into my eyes making me melt with his words. Now I know they're from the heart.

"You don't even know or can begin to think of how fast my heart beats when I'm around you."
"Sometimes the thought of you being with me hurts my head and makes my body ache...thinking of how you latch onto me"

"I love you" I say making him hold on to me tighter.

"I love you too sweetheart" Trey says kissing my forehead making me shiver.

"My brother is throwing a party this weekend you should come"

"I have my little sisters over this weekend...they're older though just younger than me."

"How old are they??"

"Mya is 16 and Mia is 14...We were planning to go to the mall to shop and the movies so I guess we can come after that."

"Ok...me and my dad are meeting up soon so I have to go"

When Trey says that I cling to him so tight like I'm saying don't go...without saying it.

"Babe I don't want to leave either but I have to go...this meeting is important I'll call you when I leave."

He looks into my eyes one more time before he slides on his clothes. After all his clothes are on he grabs my waist tight and kisses my neck. "I love you"

"I love you too" I say as he leaves my bedroom.

When Trey leaves I go the bathroom because I still feel wetness in between my legs. There's a little blood down there but when I get I the shower it all gets cleaned up. I lay on my bed in a fuzzy yellow towel and stare up at the ceiling. I start to wonder about all the things we're probably going to do when we're really deep in a relationship.

The sexing. The sucking. The kissing. The shower sex. I stop my thoughts right there because my mind goes into a frenzy. I have to stop this I have to tell him no next time. But I couldn't. I kind of enjoyed it. He brung pleasure to my mind, my legs, oh fuck it my whole body. But I'm supposed to be an example to my sisters. A role model..someone they look up to.

I can't be fucking and sucking around on everybody. But it's not like I've ever had a boyfriend or a really good relationship. He perfect in my eyes I just hope everyone else likes him too.

I shove the thought from my head and dry myself off. Sliding on my under garments. I try to decide what to wear from my options I pick leggings and a graphic tee. It reads flawless I look at the word in gold letters with a white background and put it on. I brush my hair up in a high ponytail ands life on my glitter gold boots and long black sweater. I look at my nails all discolored and ugly and decide a manicure will maker feel a little better.
But I need to vent to talk to someone; I call Skie because I know she'll be gentle about the situation.
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From the heart,

                Anamiha Summers 💘

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