Borrowed Light

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The morning feels different. It's subtle, almost imperceptible at first - an ease in the air that shouldn't belong in a place like this. Jimin moves through the corridors like a boy remembering how to breathe. The forced smile he's worn for so long - tight, polished, a shield - has softened at the edges. Now, when he laughs at some offhand comment from one of the other boys, it isn't sharp and brittle but quiet and real, like the sound belongs to him again.

He keeps his hands close to his body as he walks, fingers brushing the edge of his sleeve where the hidden ring and bracelet rest against his skin. Under the fabric, their weight is faint but steady - a secret warmth, a tether. Around his neck, a thin silver chain sits cool against his collarbone. He tucks it beneath his shirt as he passes the main hallway, but just before it disappears from view, the light catches on the metal and flashes like a tiny rebellion.

The sketchbook stays tucked beneath his mattress, edges worn already from restless fingers, and the music box is hidden in the hollow behind a loose floorboard upstairs. But Jimin doesn't need to see them to know they're there. These small, fragile things have become anchors in a life built on performance - little pieces of a world that isn't built on transactions or commands.

The staff notice first. They always do. A shift like this doesn't go unseen here. Whispers bloom like mold in the damp corners of the club.

"He's glowing again."

"Something's changed."

"It's Yoongi. Has to be."

Some whisper with curiosity. Others with something sharper - jealousy, fear, calculation. Not everyone likes seeing someone with light in their eyes when the rest of them are still in the dark.

The patrons are subtler, but they notice too. A few glance longer when Jimin passes, watching the looseness in his step, the way his smile isn't quite the weapon it used to be. One laughs softly, muttering that Yoongi's gotten too soft with him. Another wonders aloud, "How long until the father clips his wings again?"

Jimin hears the whispers. He isn't naive. But for the first time in a long time, the sound doesn't sink claws into him. It brushes past him like wind through an open window - there, but not enough to make him flinch. Something inside him, something small and stubborn, is beginning to believe that maybe joy isn't a crime.

Across the hall, Jungkook leans against the wall, arms folded loosely over his chest, watching Jimin with a mixture of relief and unease. He catches Taehyung's eye and tilts his head in Jimin's direction.

"Look at him," Jungkook murmurs. "He's... lighter."

Taehyung's mouth presses into a thin line. "Yeah," he says quietly. "That's what scares me."

They both know how quickly light can be snuffed out here. How often the father allows joy to bloom just to crush it beneath his heel. Jimin's small smiles feel like lanterns - beautiful, warm, and fragile.

Taehyung's eyes follow Jimin as he disappears around the corner. There's something protective in the way his jaw tightens. He's seen what happens when someone forgets the weight of their chains, even for a heartbeat.

Seokjin watches from the far end of the hallway, older eyes sharper and quieter. He doesn't speak to the others, but he sees more than they do - the necklace that vanishes beneath fabric, the way Jimin's hand drifts to his wrist when he's standing still, like touching something only he can feel. Seokjin's heart tugs, not with jealousy but with something far heavier. He's in deep. So is Yoongi.

He turns away before anyone can read the thought on his face. He's lived through enough storms here to know the scent of one gathering.

Jimin reaches the staircase, sunlight from a narrow window slanting across his face. It paints him in something too soft for this place - something dangerously close to hope. And for the first time in years, Jimin doesn't lower his head to hide it.

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