Thank God Weirdo Spiders DON'T fly

~Lesson: 19~

Apon slamming the door to my territory, the 'home' itself shook with some of the pictures on the wall shaking.
I felt lonely and just a plain disappointment to every demon that ever existed.
It's also funny really, how I can have dramatic mood swings. Well, I felt insecure and weak so it would be the time to have mood swings and anger issues..
I walked ever so slowly to my own little lonely couch and plopped down.
Sebastian is probably better off without me in the way...
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*ri-i-i-inngg*
My students stood up quickly and began packing as other classmates push past another.
My class usually does this because they're in a hurry to leave my 'boring' classroom. I don't try to stop them or anything, I want them out of the room as soon as possible too so there is no point in keeping them longer.
During my teaching to the class, my mind continued recalling about Sebastian and my pathetic act of crying in front of him. How embarrassing...
Speaking of which, I should go see him! Wait..no. After what I did and said? There is no point.
Yet I still have to see him anyways for our conference..
I felt anxious thinking what Sebastian would say or react to me being in the same room as him once again.
It only made my nonexist--Oh what the hell! It's now confirmed I have a heart! Well, to fix that sentence, it only made my heart pound faster and my thoughts to swirl around my head in a blur. I..I..I need to see Sebastian..
I want to see his smooth, flawless face once again...
I didn't even bother to pick up my paperwork as I ran out and slammed the door behind me.
I pushed and ran past students with only one special thing in mind, Sebastian.
Once the conference door was in sight, my inhuman speed took over as I bursted through the door. Causing the door itself to slam against the room's wall.
My golden yellow orbs dashed about the room to find...no one.
What?! I walked in with the door still wide open behind me as I scanned the room. Yep, nothing. Just complete loneliness and darkness.
My eyes caught something on Sebastian's desk chair...his coat.
Well I may never get this chance ever again...
I looked around just to make sure no one was watching as I tip toed to the lovely crow's desk chair. In a flash, the coat was in my arms and I was staring at it in desire.
I looked around another time before bringing the precious coat to my face and taking the most longest and most deepest sniff of it.
I quickly placed the coat back into it's position on the chair and dashed my eyes about the room.
My tenseness calmed down into the normal state as I relaxed myself.
I thought I was going to walk off as if nothing ever happened but that thought was soon replaced with embarrassment as I saw the figure in the doorway.
There, standing in the doorway, was not Sebastian--Oh hell no, it was my boss. Mr. Spears.
I looked so calm and cool on the outside but on the inside, you damn right I was freaking out and going ecstatic.
DID HE SEE ME?! MY REPUTATION AS A DEMON ALREADY IS IN JEOPARDY AND NOW THIS WHY THE HELL DID I LEAVE THE DOOR--
"Mr. Faustus. May I speak to you or are you just too busy fanboying over Sebastian's stuff?"
A blush spread onto my cheeks like wildfire from now knowing he saw me. I'm such an embarrassment...
"I'm...not too busy. I'm available to speak with..." I manage to say as my thoughts fumbled around in my head.
Mr. Spears walked in and closed the door behind him. Locking it afterwards and turning to me.
"So you may be wondering where Sebastian is...correct?" It was like as though he read my mind when he stated that. But he is our boss so naturally, he could know where he is.
"Yes." Mr. Spears took a quick huff before explaining, "Mr. Michaelis is staying overtime because of extra paperwork plus staff conferencing to catch up to. Apologies if this made you in any way worried or suspicious."
I blinked before I narrowed my eyes at him. "Suspicious?" I've never actually thought about anything that would've been suspicious...
It instantly becomes suspicious if you say it's not suspicious!
He nodded before answering my question. "Yes. Suspicious. Anyways, you seem really busy with your partner's stuff so I won't bother you.
Goodbye Mr. Faustus."
And with that, he was gone.
I stood in the room confused. I have all these mood swinging emotions and now they're all combined into...confusion. For example, what am I supposed to do now? Oh and for all the smart remarks out there I know I need to do my paperwork.
Yet it is very lonely without Sebastian...This room was meant for two people, not one..
I sighed also remembering that it's not Sebastian's fault for being so busy. I mean besides, after what happened between us, I still don't really want to see him so it's best this way...
I walked over to my desk and sat down. It was at this moment that I forgot my paperwork. Uuuuuuugggghhhhhh!!!