I went to the doctor's to get my check up, and then I was gonna go to the hospital to find out if I'm pregnant or not. Me & My Doctor Are Real Good Friend's And I Know She Would Be Dissapointed In Me If She Fount Out I was Pregnant And I Only Had A Minimum amount of time to live
"Hey Girl" She said Walking In
"Hey Girly" I said really peppy
"Now listen this is hard for me to say but we've checked out all your test and.....It's gotten worse girl I don't know" She said
"How long?" I said with my head down
"I don't know maybe six months seven if we're blessed" she said I sighed okay
"But there is another test I want to see cause something was very irregular" she left out the room and came back with a machine with a screen on it
"Can you lay back for me dear" she said more of a Commandment than a statement but I did as told she lifted up my shirt to show my belly
"Hey what's that machine?" I asked worridly
"Lay down Please" she said sternly
"What is wrong with you?" I half yelled
"I told you. I told you not to do that list but you did! And now you are pregnant, how many dudes you been with huh? You gonna die and you gonna let a baby get raised with out its mother. Or You're Gonna give it up for adoption living a whole life with questions OR You both are not gonna survive Have you even thought?!?!"
"Yes Yes all of it!!" I sobbed and whimpered she sighed and came over to me
"Do you even have it narrowed down to who the father might be" she asked rubbing my back I nodded and sniffed
"Yes I only had sex with 5 guy's I started throwing up during the fifth one but I didn't even feel goo before third and fourth ond and One possible dudes is Ronnie" I said
"Oh girl I don't know what to tell you.....You Can Wait This Out And See The Outcome Or You Can Do Abortion....I don't advise that though"
"But it is Abortion if I give birth to it" I said
"Tell Ronnie And the other dude see what they say but also put this I the hands of God" I Nodded and sniffed again
Few Hour's Later
"Hey Can We Meet Up?" I asked Ronnie Over The Phone
"Yea where ever... whenever " He replied
"My house tonight...5:00" I say
"I really miss you Red" he says
"I'll see you later Ronnie" I said I removed the phone from my eat slowly, looked at it and then hung up.
This was Gonna Be The second Hardest News I Was ever gonna share. My Cancer Being The First. An Hour Later Ronnie Knocked On My Door
"Hey" he said and kissed me on my lips I quickly pulled away
"Come in the living room with me"
Ronnie P.O.V
I kissed her and she immediately pulled away I looked at her slightly stunned I thought she called me so we can make up you know "Make Up"
"Come in the living room with me" she said I nodded and proceeded to follow her when I went in there there was a dude with dreads and colored eyes about about 6'3 sitting down maybe 6'6 standing up
"Ronnie this is James" she said
"What's up Man?" I said with my hand out
"Aint nothing much brother" he said and shook my hand
"Hey Red Can I Talk To You For a sec?" I said and pulled her over to the side
"Look I said I'll help you with your list but I ain't with all that" I said
"Look it's not even about about all that so calm down and can you please sit down" she said and walked away I groaned and went to sit down
"Alright look ima get straight to the point...Y'all know I'm dying from my cancer and Y'all also know about my List I've had sex with 5 Guy's and I ain't started feeling well after I had sex with you to long story short went to the doctor and I'm 2 months pregnant and one of Y'all could be the father but i dont know who because i had sex with yall i dont know a week apart" she said I was in disbelief
"What I Say? What I Say? "A Hoe Until You Die"
"Aye Moe" she said
"Nah Fuck That I Told You I Fucking Told You I Got You You Don't Got To Be Fucking With Other Dudes But You don't listen to nobody moe! You had a life a life dedicated to God and the time that he's giving you a chance to show your worthy-ness to him you Sin! You are not married you fucked five Guy's You Sinned You're going to hell!" I yelled
James Stood Up
"And what you gonna do partner?"I asked him pulling my pants up
"Alright Chill! I know I fucked up BIG! But Ima Try To Keep This Baby And Myself Alive! Call me whatever the fuck you want but it's done you fucked me and it's over this baby is either yours" she stopped and pointed to me
"Or yours" she pointed to James
"My Fuck ups are MY FUCK UPS the only fuck up of mine YOU have to worry about is this baby! I've asked God to forgive me for my sins and in my heart I know he forgave me! SO SHUT UP RONNIE! You ain't no saint fuck boy" she yelled
"Whatever Man I'm outtie" I said and stormed out
Nina P.O.V
"Whatever Man I'm Outtie" Ronnie Said and stormed out I sat down and put my hands on head
"What You gonna walk out to?" I yelled at James
"What you talking about?" He asked
"Fuck Man I FUCKED UP I FUCKED THE FUCK UP I'M SORRY What the fuck man" I yelled and kicked the table
"Calm down Man Damn"
"Don't tell me what to do I'll slap the shit outta you" I said standing up
"Yo you can do all the shit that you want but I know one thing you gonna calm your ass down cause you ain't bout to hurt what is possibly my seed so shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down you've done enough screaming" he said I sat down he sat down to
"Damn so good for peace on earth" I said sarcastically
"My Peace and Calmness Only Works When I ain't Stressed The Fuck Out!" He said James was a hippie type dude I never seen him get angry for the short time I've known him
"Man I ain't never yelled at a female. I haven't yelled at anyone in a long time. Damn you stubborn, life ain't only bout you there's many more people out there going threw the same thing, or worse."
"I'm scared James, I don't know what to do." I cried
"You Pray...That's the answer that to everything all your problems take your problems to God" he said he looked me in my eyes hugged me tight and then got up and left
I heard his words Replay on my head
"Pray, Pray, Pray, Pray, Pray...."
I got on my knees and leaned over the couch
"God? I'm sorry....."
