fake it
fake the smiles
fake your laugh
fake your happiness
they'll leave the moment you stop faking it
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act
act like you enjoy it
act like it turns you on
act like everything is fine
act like you enjoy kissing them
act like it doesn't bother you when they touch you
just act
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you can't
you can't cry
you can't show that your turned off
you can't show even a little bit of drama
you just can't
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forget
forget the pain in your heart
forget the nights you feel disgusted by these men
forget calling a date off cause your sick or tried
just forget anything that will cause drama
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smile
smile even when you feel like crying
smile even if you're disgusted by their touch
smile even if your mad
smile even when your shoes are killing you and want to take them off
just freaking smile
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even though its hard acting perfect all the time
its worth it
right?
the money
the gifts
the vacations
thats worth it
isn't?
tell me is suffering for these things really worth it
is it?
you get to enjoy the luxury life and forget about your broken heart, it helps fill that empty space in your heart
so its worth it?
even if im feeling numb?
YOU ARE READING
Sugar Baby
Cerita Pendekyou can like something and work hard to get and feel happy you did it on your own or you can take the easy way out and feel happy until reality comes down on you. everyone wants the luxury life and i did too but now its just tiring
