Heyy, it's been a WHILE, hasn't it? So, I feel like some people saw this coming.. I am cancelling this book. Yes, there was only one chapter left, but I have reasons.
1. My older chapters were horribly written, there are so many plot holes and just weird filler
2. I'm not very into object shows as much as i used to be (thou im sure the hyperfixation will make another appearance one day) and not trophy x cheesy in general.
3. The book was mainly supposed to be comedy gold, and it ended up just being Cheesy half the time with some Trophy screentime.
4. I feel like I was romantizing genuine problems and I am very ashamed of that- still this book will not be privated because I have put too much effort into it for it to be forgotten (Homophobia, Transphobia, EDs, SH, and Abuse were all much too romantisiced in this book, and I want to deeply apologize to anyone harmed by this. I am not well educated on any of this at all.)
5. The original ending was going to be Cheesy jumping out of a window and, inevitably, dying. A few months ago earlier this year i was greeted with some personal problems on fear of death and a grandmother passing, and after that I didn't feel comfortable writing this. I couldn't find any other good endings that would suit, considering what has been led up to the point.
This book- although I'm ashamed of it- should still have an ending worthy of you readers time. And as the author, I couldn't give you that. I wish I could've done better and not acted so impulsively upon writing this.
I will still continue to write, of course, but this book has become a chore for me more than something enjoyable. I will also be moving over to ao3/archive of our own with a fresh slate and no drama. I used this platform more as a venting/diary thing than actually writing on it, and I don't want that on my heart anymore. I am not deleting my account, I am not leaving, and I might even write here sometimes. But I will unfortunately never continue this book.
Thank you, to all of you, my amazing readers who have been with me through this incredible journey of writing this book. It's been so entertaining and heart warming to read all of your comments, and I'm endlessly grateful.
Remember to take care of yourself and that I love you.
Sincerely, with love, -Echo
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Panic room~ Comedy gold
Fanfiction(Cover art coming soon, current image isn't mine!) The sweet, funloving comedian, Cheesy, is known well around the hotel. Everyone knows him as the happy-go-lucky guy who loves everyone, but deep down, his mind is filled with panic and sorrow. (TW:...
