🎶 Meghan Trainor ft. John Legend 🎶
Woke up in tears ~
You by my side ~
I blinked my eye as I recall what happened last night , I finally got together with my high school love . We met last night in our school renunion after 5 years . He was just dazzling . I felt a smile on my lips as the sun shines brightly on my face then I took one glance at my back then I felt a tear escaped my eye then he wiped it away .
"Babe , why are you crying ? " he asked kissing my bare shoulders , every kiss makes me speechless the way his lips touches my skin .
"No , it's nothing . It's just that good things happen when it's nearly the ending like movies you'll know it's nearly the end when everything is solved or someone's gone . " I said brushing his hair out of his face , his soft skin make me feel like I'm touching the clouds .
"Not necessarily the endings , good things happen in the beginning too " he said as he back hugs me and play with my curly messy hair
"Why do you always look at the positive side ? " I said chuckling poking his nose that made him cross eyed as he stared at my eye
"Because you always worry about the negative things so I'm here for the positive . This is why we're perfect for each other " he said giving me an eye smile .
"Too perfect can cause destruction in a relationship " I said reminding him
"Really ? You just had to find the negative side " he said tackling me down with our bodies being covered by a light purple duvet
I started cooking our breakfast when u felt two arms around me
"Hey baby " Baekhyun said in a cute voice , now you'd expect that it was in a low tone
"Hey guess what " I said as I flipped the bacon
"What " "I'm eating you for breakfast " I said licking my lips then he started going near me but then I stopped him he looked pretty confused then I showed him the bacon
"Yah , jagi that's not funny " he complained sitting down in a chair
"Well it's not , what were you thinking anyways " I said teasing him then everything went black , I could hear sirens but I just can't open my eyes
I felt someone touching my hand crying
"Hey babe" baek said wiping his tears , I sat up and wipe it for him
"What's wrong ? " I asked then I think about it , he must have found out already
"Why didn't you fvkin tell me ? " he yelled standing up
"I didn't want you to worry it's nothing big really " I said trying to calm him down saying things that I know aren't true
"nothing big ? so fvkin leukemia is nothing big ? damn it _______ . Why the fvk did you keep this to yourself ?" He said trying to stop his tears , I don't know what hurts more seeing him cry because of me or leukemia
"You could have done nothing plus I'm ready " I said wiping tears that won't stop coming out
"I could , I freakin could have . I could send you somewhere for a special treatment . I don't give a shit how much it cost " he said going back to his seat and hold my hand
"It's okay babe , I'm ready " I said caressing his hair
"but I'm not " he said with his voice cracking and finally letting his tears go
The saddest thing in life is watching someone you love fade away without having to do anything . Love hurts . Love wounds and mares .
"Babe remember you told me after college your gonna marry me then we'll have a thousand children and a nice house and we'll take our kids to Disney land every Holiday " baek said rubbing our hands together
"Yeah then on our 50th anniversary were gonna try jump from a 30 floor building with parachute of course " I said chuckling .
"So you have to stay with me " he said looking me in the eye . I could see sadness in his eyes but I couldn't do anything I'm meant for this .
"I will , I'll always be there " I said pointing to his heart
"I love you " he said pressing our foreheads together
"I love you a thousand more " I said with my last breath
R.I.P
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1993 - 2015
A loving daughter and a faithful lover
Always in the hearts of many
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FIRST TIME WRITING A SAD ONE .
I SUCK AT WRITING THIS STUFF .
I HATE PEOPLE DYING 😭
