Be My Drug

Chapter 11

Hi! So, I'm updating twice in a day cause I have to go to a chior camp thingy and I won't have my laptop :( So, if over the weekend you need to contact me, I might reply back depending on the day. I'm gonna be cut off from the world for two days... TWO!! Eurghh.

Anyway, I am gonna end each chapter with a quote or question, and if it's a question answer in the comments? I'd like to get to know my millions of fans!! ;P Haha, nah, but I really do wanna get to know y'all! Ahh little things just came on my playlist! :) Anyway, did y'all like the last chapter?? I hope so! I enjoyed writing it and I need a ship name for London and Louis... if you come up with it you get a dedication.. I'm drawing a blank! So please help :P

My dog just stuck her tounge out at me... weird.. Anyway, ON WITH THE SEXINESS!

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LONDON'S POV

I woke up laying on top of the most handsome man ever and Katie on my back, turns out Katie had a nightmare and crawled in bed with us. I don't know how mama and daddy let Lou stay.. oh yeah, the hospital.

Tears started to stream down my face, landing on Louis' chest. Katie mumbled in her sleep, something about cookies and puppies, normal three year old mind, I guess. Then, I realised that I was sandwiched between the man I am falling for and my little sister that I now have to take care of. Then I remembered, Louis is gonna let us stay at his flat while I finish school, he finished school a year ago.

I looked at the clock, it read 1:02 AM. Katie is asleep and I can't feel my legs, so I'm putting her into bed. I walked into her violet room that me and Lou had painted for her, she was so happy. She started to squirm and I put her in bed, she laid still again. I marvelled at how beautiful my little sister could be, but how I could be so ugly.

My wrists were tingling, yeah, I used to cut. Now that I think about it, it's the two month anniversary since I stopped. It's been three months since I met Lou, he's just so good for me, he probably saved my life. I only stopped cutting because people stopped making fun of me as I got friends. It's not like they lied to me, I am ugly, I am fat, the only people who made me feel like I was worth something were Lou, mama, daddy, and Britt, everyone else made me feel like crap.

FLASHBACK

I walked down the lonely dirt road to my house. Not that long of a walk, but I walked slow so it would take longer. These girls came up to me, shoved my books to the ground and started to kick me.

"Please, please stop!"

"No you S**t, you dont deserve to live. You are a fat pathetic loser, just go drink some bleach already."

I was crying because of the pain of her words. I went home and cut for the first time in my life, I was in fifth grade, FIFTH grade and I was being called all of those things. I took up smoking too, I hated it at first, but it helps.

END OF FLASHBACK

I sat on the bathroom floor crying, thinking about it made everything come back to me.

I needed to get ready for work, I have the REALLY early shift. I need to tell Lou to watch Katie for me.

"Louis..." He looks so cute when he sleeps. Wait, no, focus London. He groaned so I went and sat on his hips, he was on his back, making it easier.

"No... baby... please don't make me get up.." He was talking in his sleep, awww!

I decided to have some fun with this.

"Louis, love. I had a good time last night, it wasn't the best time I've had, but it was okay." I mumbled it into his ear and he shot up. I knew I'd get this reaction, he HAS to feel like he's better than okay at everything. He saw it was me and got mad fast, it was funny actually.