Be My Drug

Chapter 10

Hey, you guys!

I know y'all wanna read this chapter and all but I need to tell y'all this!

I was reading a fan fiction called 'The healing process' by katieloveshugs and I wanna say it's amazing. It's about a girl who gets bullied by 1D and is so close to killing herself. It's really emotional and AMAZINGLY written!

I also wanna say this; if y'all are ever thinking about killing yourself, or self harming, remember you are beautiful! Everyone is beautiful in their own way and some people just can't see it! You are all beautiful and our flaws are what makes us, US!

If you guys need someone to talk to please message me! I know you don't know me, but truthfully? EVERYONE IS AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, SMART , FUNNY, WITTY, AND SO MUCH MORE IN THEIR OWN WAY! And I care.... somebody out there, their lives would change if you killed yourself, they would lose someone they love. Please just keep that in mind!! XD <3

I found this on facebook it puts my words perfectly:

If you decide to end it, you'll never figure out how to make things better. It could get better tomorrow or the day after, but if you end it NOW. You'll never know what would happen. You are sooo precious. Your life is so precious. Don't give it up. Stay strong and push forward. Think about the little things in life that make you smile. Whether it's seeing the sunrise or blasting your favorite band's music. Keep your life going hun. You're here for a reason. A reason you may not know now. But you will find out later. Stay strong my angels.

So, I'm dedicating this to katieloveshugs because she opened my eyes, she made me realise that I can help, any of you can help. And remember you're all beautiful!! :) I love you all!

Anyway, on with the story!!

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LOUIS POV

Wow. I am falling and I am falling hard for London Michelle Whitley (Random middle name).

She's in pain and I can help her. I took her home and then I saw a tweet from her.

@londonw Hey, you guys. I have some importantly sad news to say, so I'm doing a twitcam. Please watch, especially if you are my "family" in the US.

I wonder?

I opened the twitcam and I saw a broken looking London, it had three hundred viewers.

"Hi, everyone." She whispered it loudly, but we heard it.

"So, I just had to make the hardest decision of my life. Mama and daddy were in a car wreck and were in critical condition. They were on life support and they asked me to 'pull the plug'.

"It was the hardest decision ever and I wanna tell my family not to worry about katie or me, because I am a legal adult, I will take care of Katie. She's all the real family I have here. I am not moving the the US, so don't even ask, I'm staying with mama and daddy.

"To my older sister and brother, mama told me to tell you that she loves you. You'll probably be mad at me for pulling the plug so early, but she was gonna die too soon anyway. She wanted it to be of her own accord. I love you guys and if your my family, I love you too. Crap, Katie just woke up. Gotta go, thanks for watching!" She got up and, her being London, didn't cut off the camera, so I was just kinda staring.

I'm going over there, she shouldn't be alone and all of her family is in the US. They are all AMAZING, if I may add.

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I arrive at London's house and the lights were off. I wonder how she is, I have to go in.

"LOUIS!" Little Katie came running to me and hugged me around the knees.