Be My Drug

Chapter 16

urghh im sick just great! im currently listening to the radio in mine and louis room at his flat.. well our flat... 

RADIO ANNOUNCER: well everyone! i am giving away two tickets to the one direction charity event in london front row seats if you cna guess the song and be the first one to get it! i will play the WHOLE song and you will guess good luck!

I’m broken, do you hear

me?I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,My head turns to face the floor,‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

[Harry]When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

[Niall]If I’m louder, would you see me?Would you lay downIn my arms and rescue me?‘Cause we are the sameYou save me,When you leave it’s gone again,

[Louis]And when I see you on the street,In his arms, I get weak,My body fails, I’m on my knees,Prayin’,

[Everyone]When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/more-than-this-lyrics-one-direction.html ]‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

[Zayn]I’ve never had the words to say,But now I’m askin’ you to stayFor a little while inside my arms,And as you close your eyes tonight,I pray that you will see the light,That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

[Liam]When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,

[Zayn]‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

[Everyone]When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

i was crying... i remember writing this song... helping anyway.. me and lou were fighting and he was trying to tell me how much he loes me... it was sweet... im smiling like a creeper...

i called in to the studio... heres the conversation

RADIO GUY: hello thank you for calling WWE 456 do you know the name of he song that was just played?? 

LONDON: um yeah i am going already i want to say thank you for playing that... it reminded me about the times being in the band and how much i miss it! 

 RADIO GUY: who is this? am i being punk'd?

LONDON: nope this nis the london whitley soon to be london tomlinson formerly of one direction!

RADIO GUY: wow! can i put this on the show!

LONDON: sure?

well that was odd... 

i have two months till my wedding... i am suddenly feeling nauseous... i ran to the bathroom and threw up all of my breakfast.. weird... i wonder... i opened the cabinet door in the bathroom and took out a pregnancy rest.. i doubt it but theres a TINY chance... a drunken night may have turned into a baby... it was with louis but it is still a baby

 i took the test... now i have to wait.. it could be wrong so i called lou

PHONE CONVO:

LOU: hey babe whats up?

LON: hey umm i just scheduled a doctors appointment i dont feel right so im gonna get checked out, do you wanna meet up there?

LOU: yes! of course 

LON: mkay meet you there in lets say ten minutes?

LOU: yeah love you bye!

LON: bye love you too

END OF CONVO!

i got dresssed and put on a pair of blue sweatpants and a orange t-shirt that has a bull on it and it says this is some bullshirt and pulled my hair back... 

i got into my yellow bug and drove to the doctors office i checked the test. it says positive.. oh my god! bu7t we stil have to see the doctor

DOCTORS OFFICE

i sat in the waiting room... gosh its cold! i was shivering and lou gave me his hoodie... warmth!  

"london whitley?"

"yes?"

"the doctor will see you now!"

i walked in and the doctor told me to remove my shirt and lay down on the metal table

"so ms whitley whats the symptoms?"

"well, i have had bad headaches, im gaining weight, i got really sick just a few minutes ago, and im akways craving chocolate"

"interesting..."

she out this cold gel on my abdomen and rubbed a tool over the gel and looked at a screen i couldnt see, louis looked at the screen also.

three emotions crossed his face at the same time, shock, fear, and happiness

"london, babe, were- we- unnhh!" he mumbled it shocked... what?

"well ms whitley i have news! it looks like your having a baby!"

"OH MY GOSH!!!!" i started crying and louis hugged me and i rubbed my tummy... im pregnant... i HAVE to call britt and my sister!

PHONE CONVO WITH BRITT

B:hello?

L: hey guess what!!

B: what?

L: im pregnant!!

B: what? YOU are pregnant?

L: yeah.. pregnancy buddies!!!!!

B: yay!!!

PHONE CONVO WITH SIS

S: hello?

L: hey guess what!!

S: what?

L: im having a baby!!!!!!

S: what?!?!! oh my gosh im gonna be an aunt!!!

then she dropped the phone and hung up 

------1 WEEK LATER-----

i have been getting sick everyday and my brother and sister came down and they are not letting me do ANYTHING... the only lone time i get is when me and britt go to the pregnancy spa... they do calming things to help you feel better about your pregnancy... (AN idk if the pregnancy spa is real but) me and britt are both slightly bigger... turns out shes a week ahead of me... i am gonna get as big as a baloon but i was pregnant for like a month without knowing... i am gonna be huge!

louis wont le tme do anything either! eurghh its annoying!

im exhausted and craving kiwi

"louis! i need fruit!"

"what kind?"

"KIWI!!" he ran up the stairs with a bowl of kiwis cause he knows how bad my cravings are when i get them... hes so good to me!

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hey my unicorns!

what londons preggers?!?! (hehe my boyfriend says that!)

anyway.. :( its almost the end...

QUOTE OF THE DAY: 

Getting there isn't half the fun - it's all the fun.

Robert Townsend