"So you Admit that you think about it?" Ashton spoke up
"Well yes we have been becoming serious and well after the whole ring thing I just coudnt help but think about or future."
"Well it's nice to know that i do have a future with the love of my life."
After what he just said my heart started pounding I know he has said this but right now was diffrent i dont know why and then th thoght tht i never wanted to think about going home im going back in 3 months. Whowould have thought i would have met the love of y life and now i have to leave him in 3 months i mean we will still date but i wont see him everyday and that when i hear my nam.
"babe are you okay?" Ash asked.
Here it goes...
" Ashton an i talk to you about something." I can feel his body stiffen
" Anything babe... is it something i did'
"no not at all."
Its just that well you know that i have to go home and well i love you and i feel like we need talk about this right now ."
" Well what do you want to talk about' Ashton says
"Well i mean what should i do i love you."
Well i think you should Try to get hold of your parents and make sure they know when to get you and we have face time and texting and your parents can give you money to come visit its not like thay care enough to ask any questions which i get about but i also get a little happy becaus that means i have more time with you."
Ashtons right my parents they dont care about me i have only talked t them twice since i have een down hee and once to ake sue i landed good parenting i kow. Part of me wishes that cas and Mary-lynn could adopt me but i dont think my parents would allow that.
