Part Eleven

331 18 2
                                    

*Trigger warning*
As I scrolled through pages of hate I finally found something that made me smile. "Everyone leave Leondre and @Y/T/N alone. Personally I think they are cute together! I don't ship them! I cruise them 😂" the tweet read I decided to take a screen shot and sent it to Leondre. As I went through Twitter I kept seeing pages and pages of hate "@Y/T/N should die" "@Y/T/N doesn't deserve to live. She's a waste of space. Do us all a favour and kys hun😉☺️💕" "@Y/T/N Girl you are legit goals😻 jk you look like a train wreck! Get your face sorted hun and loose some weight. You aren't worth anything" I locked my phone and the tears came streaming down. After all what am I worth? Before Leondre everyone hated me. I stood up and looked in the mirror and looked at myself. I am just worthless. I don't deserve anything.
I rummaged through my drawer and found what I was looking for. "Aha! My old friends. I missed you " I smiled and opened the box containing 5 different blades. I picked up one. It was the biggest and my favourite. But just I picked it up my phone went off. Leondre was calling me and each time I declined it he would ring again so I just turned off my phone.
I picked the blade back up and rolled up my sleeve to show my bare wrist. I placed the blade on my wrist and took it along as it began to bleed.  " here's for being ugly" I took it across. "For being fat" I took it across "for eating" "for being annoying" "for finding Leondre" "for having friends now" "for ever being happy" I just kept finding reasons."for being alive" and as I took it across my skin blood began to drip so I got some tissues and wiped it up but it kept pouring.
All of a sudden there was a knock on my door and I quickly pulled down my sleeve and invited them in. "Hey.." It was Leondre. "Hi" I drew a faint smile. "I'll be two seconds" i said as I ran across to the bathroom to try clean this up.
Leondres POV
As I sat waiting for Y/N I saw a an open box on her bed and I looked and saw what was in it. Why would Y/N do this?  This is my fault isn't it. And after that she walked in the room. "Y/N?" I looked her in the eyes. " Why would you do this to yourself" 
Y/N POV
Shit. I left the box out. How could I be so stupid. Shit. What do I say? I began to tear up and that's when he took me into his arms. "Y/N you're worth more than this. Please don't do this again beautiful. I love you" he let me go. " I love you too" and all of a sudden his lips were on mine. He began to put his hands through my hair and then brung them down to my lower waist. We were like that for a few minutes until we broke apart. "You might want to get ready" Leondre smirked. "Huh?" Wtf I was so confused. "Oh.. me and you are going out for dinner tonight " he smiled at me.  "I'll pick you up at six?" He smiled and walked out the door. It was half three just now so it gave me two and a half hours to get ready..

Stay ~ A Leondre Devries Fan FicWhere stories live. Discover now