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"Wait your getting expelled" My best friend lucy practically shouted for everyone in the lunch hall to hear. " yeah I am, you don't have say it so loud" I said practically whispering. "But why" she sounded scared when she asked me, like she was worried. "I don't know because I'm falling all classes. Well the ones I go to anyway. I have loads of missing assignments and my behaviour is 'unprofessional' so the head teacher said when I was in his office" I said with a bit of sarcasm in my voice. I'm scared about being expelled, it's the middle of a year and what school wants to take me in at this time? That's right none. I'm worried to tell my other friends, my boyfriend but mainly but parents, they're going to be furious. Why do I have to be so 'unprofessional'? I'm just a 16 year old girl, cut me some slack. "Lily can't you try and find away to get out of this" lucy said to snap me out of my deep thoughts. " no I can't I've tried everything, nothing has changed his mind. There's no stopping this. I'm sorry lucy" I said with a small lump creeping into my throat. I don't know why I felt like I was going to cry. I guess because I'm going to miss everyone here at this school even thought i hate a lot of people here.

Lunch had ended and it was last period but all my year had this as a free period bad I was making my way to library. I saw my boyfriend Toby in the distance and slowed down my walking pace as I was extremely nervous to tell him I was leaving this school. "Hey lils" he said whilst planting a kiss on my cheek "hi Toby" I said quietly with my face at the floor " why you look so upset, what's happened"

"I need to tell you something"

"What is it, you seem scared. You can tell me anything lily" at this point I thought just say it lily p, just blurt it out, I have to. So I did.

"What your being kicked out" he shouted loud enough for the whole school to hear. "Yes just please stay calm Toby it's fine it's not like moving away, we can still be together, don't worry"  I said reassuring him whilst rubbing his arm. "Okay lily it's fine we can still see each other, it will be fine. Just tell your parents as soon as you get home, it will will sound better coming from you not from head master Roberts"
"Okay I will, don't worry about it"

The walk home had left me alone with my thoughts, one thing that I hated. Overthinking. How was i going to tell my parents? What school am I moving to? What's going to happen to me lucy and Toby? I will feel lost with out them. I feel like an idiot for letting my childish behaviour take my life this far. Explosion. I'm so scared.

A short walk home and ten minuets later I was walking up my driveway, I could tell that both my parents were home by the sight of they're cars parked next to each other and also my brothers, I was confused as to why my brother was here. He lives in California, this is England. Now that brother is here I'm even more nervous to spill about what I got told today. I was stood at my front door with shaking hands Turing the handle to get into my house. This was it, my life was officially over.

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