Neth Bellins

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You know you're on my mind...

// Nikki //

I sigh as I hear a knock on my door. Why can't people understand that I just want to be alone right now? I try my best to ignore the knocking but it just won't stop. Wiping my face with my shirt,I stand up and walk slowly towards the door.

I swing it open and sigh once again before turning around and walking towards my bed again. "Nikki what's wrong? You ran off after your match. We were supposed to go to the club remember? But you just left. Why have you been crying? What's the matter?" Paige asks sitting on the edge of my bed. I crawl on the bed and place my head in between my pillow,Not even attempting to hide my tears.

"We got into a fight." I cry. "You and Seth?" She asks. I nod. "Well what happened? How did it start?"

******

I had just finished my match and was walking backstage when I felt a hand on my arm. I turned around,Thinking it was Seth,And went in for a hug. But it wasn't Seth it was John. I blush a little before squeezing him closer to me. Me and John are still friends,Despite our past.

"Good match Nicole." He compliments pulling away from me. I smile. "Thank you. I'm really proud of that one,The crowd was super into it." I smile. He nods. "Yeah...Oh uhm,I really need to speak to you." He says. I nod. "Is everything okay?"

"Yeah everything is fine I just wanted to see if we're cool...I know you said we are but I just-I don't wanna lose you. I really like having you in my life and I don't want you to be mad at me and I don't know it-"

"John I promise everything is fine. What happened is in the past now. We're both happy now right?" I ask. He nods. "Good then. Now I was supposed to meet Seth before me and Paige go out tonight so I have to hurry. Bye!" I smile.

I turn around and jog towards the end of the hall. Seth is probably mad I'm late with meeting him.

***

Walking into his locker room,I close the door behind me softly and peek my head around the corner. He's sitting on the bench with his head down and his hands balled into fists on his lap. I frown,Noticing that he seems upset.

"Seth?" I say softly.

"What?" He grunts.

"Are you alright? You seem mad-"

"Yeah I'm mad,Nikki." He cuts me off,Lifting his head. He narrows his eyes at me and shakes his head. "I can't believe you." He mumbles. "What?" I ask in confusion. "I haven't done anything-" "Yeah right. How was your little talk with Cena?" He spats.

"Um,Good. But how-"

"I was walking down the hall and I saw you giving him a big ole hug. You know,I can't believe I've fallen for this. You say you're over him and yet,You cling onto him like he's your boyfriend and I'm not!" He yells. "Every time I look around,You're hugging him or kissing him on the cheek. You're always smiling and laughing and blushing when you're around him."

"I'm sorry I didn't know I wasn't aloud to be happy unless I was around you." I say defensively. "Nothing is going on Seth. We're just friends."

"You don't act like you're just friends. You act like you did when you were dating. If you want him back Nicole,Go back to him. Don't play me alright? If you wanna go back to your lying,Cheating ex then be my guest!" He yells.

"Stop yelling at me! And I can't believe you right now! Me and him broke up a few months back and we're over it. We're both in relationships now! Gosh,I am so tired of you always doing this-"

"Always doing what?!"

"Always accusing me of something! I have never once cheated on you,Lied to you,Or given you a reason to believe that I'm not faithful to you and yet you're always accusing me of cheating or wanting to get back together with John. Grow the hell up Seth. Stop acting like a whiny little brat and stop trying to make me feel guilty for something I haven't done."

"You know what Nikki,Fuck you." He growls standing up. "I cannot believe I'm even with you. Can't believe I wanted a future with you-" "What are you going on about?" I ask crossing my arms over my chest.

"Nikki,You know I've always loved you. Even when you were with John. Ever since I've known you,I've wanted to be with you. I loved you. I love you. I wanted a future with you. I wanted to marry you and give you the kids you always wanted but could never have because of John." He says.

I smile a little. "Seth-"

"No don't get too happy. I don't want that anymore. You don't fucking deserve me. Why would I ever wanna be with a woman like you? No wonder John didn't wanna have a future with you." He spats.

"I-You don't mean that." I whisper.

"Yes.I.Do. We are over." He hisses before walking around me.

******

"That was harsh." Paige mumbles. "Yeah. I'm heartbroken Paige. I really liked him. I might've even loved him." I cry. "Shh. Hey it's okay. Ugh,I'll be back." She mutters. I just nod before shoving my face back into my pillows.

She walks out of the room and I sniffle.

Me and Seth have only been together for a couple months but I really like him. Nothing in my life has ever felt so right. Being with him was amazing. I was damn near always happy. Not even John made me feel that way and I was with him for a couple years.

And it broke my heart to hear Seth say that he was gonna marry me and he was going to give me kids. But now he's not. I've somehow managed to ruin the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. I'm not even exaggerating when I say that. He really,Truly was the best thing to happen to me.

Dating John,Getting the divas championship,That doesn't come close to me dating Seth.

******

I groan as I hear another knock on the door. It's probably Paige again. "Come in." I yell before clearing my throat. "I brought someone to see you." Paige says. I sigh. If she brought who I think she brought I'm gonna kill her.

"Nikki?"

Oh I'm gonna fucking murder her. I can't wait until our next match.

"Go away,Seth."

"No. I don't wanna go away." He says softly,Sitting next to me. I sit up and pull my knees towards my chin,Wrapping my arms around them. Paige lets herself out of the room and I look towards Seth. "I'm sorry about what I said earlier. You were right. I was acting like a child." He sighs.

"Yep."

"I'm really sorry Nikki. I just get jealous so easily because I'm upset over the fact that I don't have the past that you and John had. You know? Like...You were with him for a while and you guys have memories. I'll never be as good as him-"

"That's a damn lie. You're already better. You don't have to compete with him Seth. You mean a lot to me. I've never been happier with anybody else." I smile.

"I love you Nikki...I really do. I couldn't stop thinking of you when I was in my hotel room. You're always on my mind. I regret what I said to you. I love you."

"I love you too.

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