It hurts everything hurts
I wish I had swallowed the bullet
Instead of putting it in my chest
I hate the world
I just want to leave
I stare out the window
As the man reads
He reads out of my journal
He doesn't really know what I think
I don't even know what I think
I hate it here
I hate how everyone acts like everything's okay
When kids are falling about left an right
Nothing works anymore
Nothing helps
Not talking,not writing,not drawing
It all started with her now it ends with me
I want to die
Everything hurts
Nothing makes sense
It would be better if I was six feet under
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