While your sleeping and dreaming
I'm sitting trying to muffle my sobs
When its to much to bare
I go into my bathroom lock the door
And change the white tiles to red
You wouldn't understand why I do this
So I will explain this to you
While everything you've done was perfect
For them
My straight A's and my advance classes
Being captain of the soccer team
President of the student council
Or the free ride through Harvard
Was enough
I've worked twice as hard as you
But I never be able to impress them like you
These are the reasons why at night I cry
And end up with another scar
No one will find out what I do tonight
Till tomorrow morning
So now you know my reasons
So while you sleep
I'll slip this under your door
Sister I loved you, I truly did
I also resented you at the same time
But anyways
So if you can understand why I did this
I would be truly happy
So keep this from mom and dad
And don't do what I did
I was to far to save
But maybe
Mom and dad
will change and save you
Before Night falls
