CHAPTER ONE

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Phil POV
I woke up and the first thing I did was roll over to snuggle up to Hayley, except she wasn't there. With that I continued to go through the routine I go through every morning, after remembering she left me and I'm alone, I go and wash all the dried tears off my face from the night before, and go back to bed to spend the whole day there crying and not eating anything.
When I hear Dan making his way to my room I always fake sleep, so I don't have to hear him persuading me to eat, or to get up and go somewhere. I hate seeing him care about me like this, why can't he leave me here to die?! It would actually happen soon as the last thing I ate was a Dorito two days ago, but I don't mind if I die, I have nothing else to lose. My subscribers will be wondering where I am by now, it's been 5 months since Hayley left me and in that time I've left the house 3 times and got out of bed only about 10 times, so of course there's been no video.
5 months... really?!?!? I think to myself, it only seems like yesterday when me and Hayley were sat eating ice cream in a sunny park here in London when she told me she was leaving me, when she went she must have taken a part of my heart with her.
I get snapped out my thoughts by Dan walking up the corridor to my room, I quickly turn over in bed and close my eyes into a fake sleep.
"Hey phil, are you gonna get up today?" Dan asks as he opens the door, I don't answer and keep my eyes closed and look as asleep as possible, he comes right up to my bed and sits down, this is weird as he doesn't normally do this.
"Phil... I miss you so much, I really do! I haven't been able to make a video in 5 months either because I feel like I've lost my best friend, you mean so much to me and it's like you've died. You are going to die if you carry on like this. Phil do you realise how awful that is, I care for you, isn't that motivation enough to get up and move on? You're lonely and so am I. I know you're not asleep, I know you're never asleep when I come in every morning. I'm not stupid, we've been friends for years and I know you're fake sleeping."
Shit. He knows?! I miss him too, I always had a huge crush on him, a crush that crushed me, until Hayley came along and taught me to not have a crush on someone that won't love me in that way. He carried on talking.
"I have a crush on you Phil, I've always had a crush on you and the second you started going out with Hayley I knew I'd missed my chance, and now I have even less of a chance with you half dead like this. It's time for you to move on, can't you see that if you and Hayley were meant to be then you'd still be together?!? She's not the right person because she was mean enough to break your heart, yeah she's maybe very close to being perfect, but she isn't and you know that. You know she isn't the one because you secretly believe in destiny, so it's time for you to find the right one!! Phil I just want you back, I want you to be my friend at least, I will always want something more than that but you obviously don't feel the same so instead I'll help you be happy, if you want a relationship then I'll find someone for you, I'll do anything I can to make you happy, if you just get out of bed and be my best friend. Can you do that for me?"
I thought about what Dan just said and all of a sudden I realised I was being stupid, Hayley was a bitch to dump me and to be honest I don't want her back. I want Dan, I always have done and he's always wanted me, he said about the person who is 'the one' and it's obvious now that dan is that person!! I sat up quicker than ever before and practically screamed "YES!!! I can do that for you Dan, I really can!"
I grabbed his shirt and pulled him into a kiss that was so overdue, I could feel him smiling as he kissed back and jumped into my bed to wrap his arms around my skinny body and let me snuggle into his pyjama top, he reached his hands to my hair and ruffled it as we carried on kissing and hugging in an innocent way to show each other that this is what should've happened as soon as we met.

Rest of the story coming very soon!! Probably today (17th of August 2015) and it'll just be fluff.

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