Let Live [Cashby]

Alan's POV:

"AUUUUUUUUUSTIN' I scream, tackling him to the floor of the tour bus. It had been a month since I had properly seen him, we had been off tour for 3 months and for the past month he had been unseen, even Tino, Phil and Aaron had not seen him. Then again he has just gotten with Jamie Preciado. 

Fucking Jamie Preciado, he had been crushing on Austin for months and a month ago he had finally gotten the balls to ask out Austin, Austin of course was over the moon. I hadn't seen him this happy since his divorce with Gielle. I mean, I was totally happy at the fact him and Jamie together but just something about it nerves me to bits.

"Oh sweet Jesus, hi Alan." Austin chuckles as he pushes me off.

"Did you miss me?" He pokes his tounge out at me, god I wish he could use his tongue on me.. Wait what? Where did that thought come from? 

"Yeah man! The guy's and I were worried about you, if it weren't for your tweets we would of assumed you died!!" I frown, what had happened to him? I looked at Austin, and god. He looked like hell, his hair was unwashed, his eyes.. what happened to the happiness in them? He looked so sad.

"I'm sorry to worry you ginger princess, Jamie and I had alot to sort out" As he said this he avoided eye contact with me, what was going on? Why would he keep something from me, we are bestfriends right, bestfriends don't hide things from each other. 

"Austin what happened? You know you can tell me anything! We are bestfriends, you and me till the end" I smile at him, his still avoiding looking at me, I don't understand, have I done something wrong? At this moment, Tino and Phil walk in, well Tino is getting a piggy back off Phil. I laugh at them as they were startled at seeing us here, were they expecting the bus to be empty? 

"Austin!" Phil runs towards Austin, throwing his arms open to hug Austin completely forgetting that he had Tino on his back, dropping Tino to the ground who lands with a big thump.

"Ow! Shit! Jesus Phil, did you forget I was on your back or something" He laughs, dusting his butt off. I start to giggle, those boys were so adorable together, they had been together for 3 years now. They had some ups and downs but each time they came out stronger then before as a couple. 

"Oh, shit, I'm sorry baby, but we haven't seen Austin for a month now, you can't blame me for being excited about seeing him!" He smiles at Tino who just laughs and kisses his cheek. 

"I'm going to go set our stuff in our bunk, hi by the way Austin" He walks over to Austin giving him a hug before disappearing into the back section of the bus. 

"Okay! So man what happened to you?! You dropped off the face of the earth, you stopped answering your texts and calls except you responded to my tweets but vaguely! Did I do something wrong or...?" Phil starts rambling. Man, you had it easy Phil, he didn't even tweet me... 

"Oh just some stuff happened with Jamie, you know, first month of being together and all" He explains, I can tell his hiding something. Somethings wrong with him, I need to find out. I have to find out and help in any way I can. Is he and Jamie still together? I hope they aren't cause his mine. 

Jesus, again? Where are all these thoughts suddenly coming from? I love Austin as a mate nothing more. I watch as Phil just nod's and excuses himself to help Tino with the bunks. Austin just smiles and nods, but it doesn't reach his eyes, oh god his eyes are beautiful.

"Austin are you and Jamie okay?" 

"We went to Mexico, got drunk on some really cheap tequila shots and got married." Austin sits down as he tells me this.

He got married?!

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Hey guys! So this is my first attempt at writing a proper a fanfiction, well actually any form of story, please comment your thoughts on it. xx