Everyday the voices in my head get louder and stronger, I'm using all of my strength to stop from hurting others, its gotten to the point where i cut myself with my knife to shut the voices up, I'm locked in my room its the only way to stop myself from hurting anyone...
I woke up, tired, hungry, thirsty, and depressed I felt like i could die right there on the spot good if you die then you wont need to suffer anymore and make them miserable either the voice said, it sounded... like a demonic version of myself but i just shook the thought out of my head and sat up. I looked down at my arms and legs, they were covered in cuts from my blade. My Blade!! I looked around it wasnt there!!! Oh god now what am i supposed to so when the voices come back, i thought for a moment, theres some knives in the kitchen maybe i can use one of those but i need to cover all the cuts and go ninja mode. So i wrapped my whole entire arms and legs and looked in the mirror to check that i covered every single cut, look at yourself, what would they think of you when they see you like this? The voice said I clenched my fists and then i finally relized if i run away then they would be better off without me...
It took about two hours but i finally packed all of my important stuff got all the weopons I need and wrote a note to explain why i left and am never coming back. I hung the note on the outside of my door, checked that the coast was clear and ran away from the lair and out of the sewers, going to start my new life away from the people that i could hurt the most if i lost control...
The End of Book 1
Ok so thats it, im going to write a second book but its going to be Leo's P.O.V so stay tuned for that anyways i hoped you guys like it as always Raph and Leo love ya go rescue a turtle...
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Tmnt Raphael P.O.V
FanfictionIf you like tmnt and ships like Raphanardo and Michetello and music then this is the story for you. Enjoy :)
