Save Me From Myself, I'm Going Down

Chapter 6

Abigail's POV
-Next Morning-
I had woken up to Nick sitting on the edge of the bed, still shirtless. Yes!!!
"Morning." I said quietly.
"Morning hon." He leaned over to kiss me.
"How'd you sleep?" I asked while getting some clothes on.
"Pretty good. After last nights fun I was tired."
"I can still feel it."
"Oh don't worry me too."
"Well are you heading home or are you staying with me?"
"I can stay, my mom doesn't care what I do anymore."
"Okay, well every Saturday I make breakfast for all of us, and Sunday I make dinner, so if you'd like, stick around the whole weekend." I said as I got up to throw my hair up into a bun.
"Do you think Josh heard us last night?"
"I doubt it, he's on the third floor of this house."
"Okay, I doubt he wants to hear his ex getting fucked by another guy." I laughed as he said that.
"Well no, but I'll do whatever I please, and I did you so yeah."
"And you did me well." We laughed as we walked downstairs for me to prepare breakfast. I saw that Tyler was sitting at the island already dressed and ready for the day.
"Its about time. I'm starving."
"What would you do without me?"
"More likely die."
"Well, I made eggs and shit last week what-"
"PANCAKES!!!!"
"I'm guessing you're a fan of her pancakes?" Nick said chuckling at his freak out.
"You haven't lived until you have had her pancakes!"
"So I'm dead?"
"Yes."
I just laughed at their conversation. I saw Josh coming downstairs to sit by Tyler. When he walked in, a film of awkwardness covered the room. Me and Josh had sex the day before me and Nick did... So not the best time for us.
I began making the pancakes as Josh broke the silence.
"How did everyone sleep?"
"Good." Nick said first.
I smacked my forehead, I was hoping he wouldn't answer.
""How about you Gail?"
"Just fine, thanks for asking." I had already made three pancakes and Tyler took them for himself.
"Mine! All mine!!! Muuahahahaha!!!"
"Tyler calm the fuck down." I said laughing.
"Here." I handed Nick two, and I got a glare from Josh.
"He's our guest, don't give me that fucking look." I snapped.
"He's also your little fuck buddy too."
"You're just pissed off because you can't have me anymore Josh."
"No I'm pissed that you broke up with me for no reason and now you're already fucking another guy!"
"No reason!?! You almost fucking choked me out!"
"You wouldn't fucking tell me what was wrong! All you had to say was that you cut yourself!"
"And I fucking told you that! You could have left me alone! This is why I left you Josh! You make me feel like shit! You blame everything on me!"
"I do not! You do it yourself!"
"See there you go again!"
"Fuck you you slut!"
"What!?!"
"Don't you fucking call her that." Nick said standing up for me.
"I'll do what I want you fag."
"Back off Josh." Tyler said holding him back.
Next thing I know, Nick is on top of Josh throwing punches left and right.
"Nick!" I pulled him off and saw the damage he had done.
More likely a broken nose, busted lip, maybe some rib damage. Tyler pulled Josh out of the kitchen. I took Nick upstairs to my bedroom.
"Calm down please." I hugged him tightly.
"He had no right to call you that Abigail." I could hear his heart beat fast, it almost scared me.
"Nick, look at me, you need to calm down, it's over now. I'm fine okay."
"But G-"
"But nothing. Calm down alright. I'll bring the food up so you don't go downstairs." As I walked out of my room, I closed my door.
"Gail?" I heard Josh call.
"Coming." I walked down the stairs to see Josh sitting on the couch with some tissues in his hand.
"Anything broken?"
"Not that I can tell. But more likely."
"I'm sorry Josh."
"No it was my fault. I shouldn't have called you that."
"It's fine.." I walked back into the kitchen to finish cooking. I brought some food up to my room and sat down on my bed. I sighed before realizing I didn't want to eat anymore. I set my plate down on my nightstand and looked over at Nick who was on his phone.
I felt one lonely tear fall down onto my cheek. After Josh called me a slut, it hit me, I am one. I fucked one guy and moved onto another, but Josh did that the first time we broke up. I don't know why he got so mad. I laid back onto my bed and began to quietly cry.
"Ga- Why are you crying hon?" Nick laid down beside me and began to wipe my tears away, only making me cry more.
"J-jo-sh i-is ri-ght. I a-am a s-l-ut."
"No you're not Gail. Don't think that way." He pulled me close to allow me to lay my head on his chest. I couldn't control myself, I kept crying and crying. My cheeks burned from the many tears that had fallen. It felt like somebody stabbed me and ripped my heart out, while I was still alive. Maybe I should have stopped it last night.. It is always my fault. Josh was right, I do it to myself. I can't believe Nick is dating a girl like me. He has no idea what he got himself into.