Keeping my eyes on the ground I got out from behind the tree and came to an halt a few feet away from my mate. I took a quick glance around but my brother was nowhere to be found.
Great. He left me and I have to deal with this alone. If I get out of here I'll make sure he knows what this makes me feel like.
Being left alone with my alpha-mate made me all tingly and excited but at the same time I'm feeling super shy and as if I need to be afraid of him. Though, I myself am from alpha-blood, I feel this power radiating off of him and just his presence confuses me.
After a few seconds of us not saying anything, I found the courage to speak what's bothering me since I got out from my changing point. "Just do it already." I kept my gaze on the ground. But when he took a step towards me I looked up.
It was not helping the situation. He was gorgeous. And I felt even more worthless then befor because of his cofidence and perfect body.
"What?" Oh god. His voice. Shoot me now. I can't take the perfection called my mate.
He took more steps towards me and I decided to bring some space between us. All I wanted to do was be in his arms. He should hold me and love me but that's not going to happen. It took everything in me to take a step back. He stood still for a few moments and just looked at me. I saw how he studied me and he cocked an eyebrow.
"I said: Do it already." I said with a shaking voice. Why can't I take control for once in my life? Why can't I be the one in charge and control all of my emotions and actions? I'm currently running on autopilot. I want to be by his side but my mind and body won't work together. I knew I can't get close to him or else I'll loose it completely.
"Yes I understood that. But what are you talking about?" Even if he's sarcastic he sounds like a sex god. Okay I wouldn't know what a sex god sounds like, if that even exist, but that's exactly how I would imagine that one sounds like.
"Reject m-me already." Stupid voice of mine. Get your shit together Chloe.
His face dropped and he looked at me as if I'm crazy.
"And why exactly would I do that?"
"Because I'm me and you're you."
"Okay and what's that supposed to mean?" I knew that I stood on unexperienced grounds. I don't know him and I surely don't want to tick him off. I learned the hard way to never tick off an alpha.
"I, uhm, well I'm a rogue. And you're an alpha."
"Honey, you have just as much alpha-blood running through your system as I do. I'm not going to reject you. Your brother told me everything already. Just come with me to the pack house and we'll get you all cleaned up and feed you. Is that alright with you?" To say I was suprised was an understatement. Did I hear right? I must be delusional because of the lack of sleep or something.
"What did you just say?" I asked, still stunned.
"Okay, you're definately not in the right shape to comprehend everything so if it's okay with you I'd like to pick you up and carry you to our pack grounds. We can talk later about everything. Your brother is waiting there." He send me a little smile which had me melting.
I could just nod. I'm not even quite sure what I agreed with. This one smile. As if I wasn't confused enought befor.
He picked me up and carried me bridal-style in the dircetion where I suppose the pack house would be.
I unconciously snuggled up to his chest and breathed in his scent. All musky and delicious.
I was never that close to a guy before. It feels so good to be in his arms. But that's just my wolf enjoying it. She took control of my body as soon as he began to pick me up. I couldn't keep her in any longer so i let her have her fun. We need to talk about this anyways.
"And who are you, beautiful?" He suddenly asked. Wait... What? I'm me. Uhm?
"Taylana." Oh he talked to my wolf. That makes sense since we change eyecolor when our wolf is in charge of our body.
"Beautiful name. How's Chloe copeing with it all?" He asked sincerly concerned. But why ask her about me? Okay maybe that's an better idea than asking me myself because he wouldn't get a proper answer out of me right now.
"Everyting's going to be alright. It's just new for her. For the both of us." She let him know which was partly true. I don't think I'm ever going to be able to cope with this but that's just me.
"I'll make sure you two get all the time you need to adjust to the situation." He told us and I felt myself relax a little. But of course my stupid wolf needs to keep asking questions.
"Can I talk to your wolf? I can feel that he wants to talk."
"Uhm, I don't think that's a good idea just yet. He might do something that's going to scare Chloe shitless and I don't want that to happen." Even with his choice of words it was kinda sweet. But Taylana couldn't take the 'No' just like that.
"You won't let me talk to him?" She growled out.
Since he didn't expect that, he looked down at us and stopped walking.
"Don't get pissed at me. It just for your own good. He's too excited right now. And if I'll let you talk to him, I wouldn't be able to control him and his actions. You can talk to him as soon as everything gets more relaxed. Alright?" There was a little bit of alpha-tone behind his voice which weirdly turned me on. I decided to let her ask one last question before i take cotrol again.
"Okay, alright. Anyways, what are your names?" Oh I didn't even think of that. My brain is so mushed up right now it's not even real.
"Oh I forgot, sorry. My name's Jayden. Jayden Conners to be exact. And my wolfs name is Sebastian." There it is again. That smile. Oh he's so going to kill me with it.
I, or better Taylana, smiled and we switched positions. After closing my eyes and opening them again I was in charge of my body. I never quite understood how it works but I guessed it's just something you can do. Nothing to learn. Maybe instinct?
"Hey there beautiful. Maybe you should sleep a little 'til we get to the pack house?" He offered and I don't know what gotten into me but I took the offer. I'm acting really strange but I could care less right now. I was exhausted so I closed my eyes and drove off to sleep.
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A/N: Keeping it short... Thanks for reading and hopefully voting as well as commenting :)
(BTW: Super sorry if this chapter might seem a little bit off but I wrote it while I was pretty mad at my mother so deal with me.)
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