Chapter 4
The rating of the interview got high ... Everyone inspired by the Emily answers , which was the truth , her fans really got crazy for her even more than before .
That night after interview , she went to her old house to spend sometime with herself , for what ? its still a secret
Her old house was a single story , home sweet home like house , it is small , and have 3 rooms in which one is drawing room and other are two bed rooms , tv launch and has a small kitchen ... Everything is clean and arranged , the caretaker is all the time in the house. There is family photographs everywhere in her room , her childhood, teenage and her family photos.. The room walls r all painted peach , the furniture and decoration is so simple it nothing says anything about the star house .
Emily POV:
I was sitting in my room on the bed with criss cross my legs observing the photos which was hanging on the front wall ... Whenever I got depress and sad I usually come here , in my old house , because this house is the part of my life , part of my past , I spend my half life there , the photos in this room is what which tell my story and about my life ..
Emily has a very bad habit that she always think alot even more than the usual ,she is sensitive somehow and take many things too seriously .
I stand up and opened the cupboard there 'was some old things
I took the old album and blue diary from the first shelf of the cupboard . then I sat down on my bed and open it
I started to see the photos from the album , my school photos , my music school photos ,the pictures with my dad ( the picture which depress me but I tried not to cry and take a deep breath ) , then I go towards the next photo it was the photo which almost stopped my heart it was a photo of picnic when I was 17 years old just one year before my final year at music school , it was a photo of family picnic ... The people on the photo was in a group , actually it was a group family photo .
Me (Emily)
My mom
My dad ( he looked so happy in this photo, I smiled while running my fingers on his face and tear drop on the back of my hand
My little sister Emma (she looks cute because she was about just 3 years old in this photograph)
My brother ( who was a school boy at that time)
Mr. Stragell and his wife( our neighbour since my birth, ,they were really nice but for me they are self fish )
And the last person which I saw in this photo was him
Nate stragell
The person I hate the most from that year
It was the last picnic with them , that's the main thing in the photo which sinks my heart
When I saw this photo , especially him my heart was like it will brust soon with pain , I close the album with panic and started to crying loudly
This place remind me about my past and also about me that how I was , this house has some good and bad memories
And the most imp thing no one sees me crying there that's the best part of coming here whenever I fed up with me and my life
the thing which made me to come there after the interview is mostly because of the two questions host asked me
First which was not so dreadful and not much related to me but it was something which was the part of my life
That ... About who I want to do work with and the answer which I give was
Shawn victor
. the person who had some role in my life
Second
About my love and my boyfriend
I haven't any answer of this that why , when and now where he is? what happened? I don't know and I have nothing to say
This is the big thing which changed me and made my past memories bad.
But all I can answer is that the name of one person which is related to the second question and he is .
Nate stragell
And now I am sitting in a room alone with lots of thinking , smiles , regrets , unknown dissapointment , questions on my future and with sorrow and tears .... What will be the next thing in my life ? will it bring happiness to me? Will I get someone who understand me? And will he be like an angel who take me to heaven ? Will I do love with any other guy again?
That's all was running in my mind and warm tears escaping from my red eyes with all that questions ..
ESTÁS LEYENDO
MEMORIES (CC#2015 winner)
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