Babysitter | c.h

02

Daisy ❀

"Let's play a game." Calum seductively whispers in my ear.

I gasp as he pushes eruction closer, rubbing it against me. I tightly close my eyes, biting my lip so hard. A million things were running through my mind. What was going on? This is not how I wanted to spend my Saturday night and frankly this wasn't how I wasn't to loose my virginity!

Oh my gosh. I can't believe this is happening to me. What do I do? Do I just stop him? Do I reciprocate?

He brushes his lips against mine and my eyes pop open. I look into his lips as he moves closer down to my own. Was he going to kiss me? He would be my first kiss. My first for everything!

"Do you know what games I like to play?" He whispers again.

No, but I think I have an idea.

His lips touch mine in such a delicate way and I don't think about pulling away. Our lips move slowly and sweetly. It was very slow but it felt amazing. It felt special weirdly. It felt like a fairytale kiss, like a romantic kiss.

What was I doing?!!!! What was I thinking?!!!!

I pull away and gently push him off. "Um, well, since you're here, I guess you don't need me huh", I nervously mumble. "I'm going to leave."

I quickly grab my things and exit before he could catch up. I felt bad for leaving Adeline like that but how do you tell an five year old you need to leave because your brothers who's not suppose to be home but is home is trying to seduce you in some sexual form and you've never encountered a penis in your entire life so you leave because you're too nervous and not about to give up your virginity or any of your first to a guy that who you don't even know because you are not about that life? Oh yeah, you don't.

I fumble with my car keys trying to opening my car door. I'm not exactly in the right state so when I finally do manage to open my door, I just sit there with my hands in my hair going over what just happened a couple of minutes ago.

I can't even comprehend it. It felt like a dream. Like something out of a book or a movie.

What the hell just happened?

Oh sorry, mom. I don't usually curse but in this moment, I'm looking for more of a vulgar vocabulary to settle my unsettling feelings.

"What?" I whispered to myself still baffled.

You all might be thinking, Daisy, it's just a stupid kiss from a stupid boy. Like really get over yourself.

It's just all my life, I've never had anything spectacular or out of the ordinary happen to me. I live a pretty non eventful life. I mean it wasn't boring but it was adventurous either. This was way more action I get in my life than all the seasons combined in Gossip Girl. This is more surprising when Gossip Girl revealed that Dan was in fact, Gossip Girl. Spoiler alert. Alright it was that shocking but you get my point, right?

I had no idea he had interests in me. I mean, this was the first time that I've ever been over to his house. Besides school, I rarely even saw him. How could he be interested in me. He doesn't seem like the relationship type either.

Wait. What am I saying? I have seen Cruel Intentions to know that Calum Hood just wanted to get into my pants. A typical eighteen year old boy at Milehood High school.

My mother warned me plenty of times about guys like him and I couldn't help but listen. After my dad, she was truly was reck and it was heartbreaking to see. But she picked up her life again, seeing the meaning to it and not that many people can do that. The women knew what she talking about. She was always right. She knows what is best for and she knows what is best for me.

But I also couldn't help but hope, just a little. I mean yeah, Ryan Phillips in Cruel Intentions was just trying to get into her pants at first but then he saw her for who she was and loved everything about her.

What if I am Reese Witherspoon? What if he actually had some good intentions instead of bad? What if he actually genuinely liked me? For me.

I mean it wasn't too crazy, right?

Ugh, I blame romantic movies for being a hopeless romantic.

But then again it would never work. I mean how could it? We were too different people. He would get in the way of everything and anything. We would have bigger problems to face than normal couples. That wasn't something I wanted.

Calum hood was someone I needed to stay away from.

I turn on my car and start the engine. I look behind me before I pull out and start to head home. At least I could sleep on it.