I hurt
It's a pain that originates from under my shirt
Under my ribs
And through all my fibs
I still hurt
My hope for myself had been burnt
Because I'm such a liar
And they probably will tire of me soon
People always do
Even you
As you read this
You'll miss what I'm trying to say
Because I was happy all day
So tonight I'll scream
Because my world isn't as it seems
And I'll hope my dreams don't kill me
But that might be better than what will happen when I wake up
When I know I'm alive and I shake
Because the floor is solid but I'm in the middle of an earthquake
And I'm not sure how much more I can take
My blood is poisoned
By the festering wounds
That won't be allowed to heal any time soon
There's nothing I can do
I bet they hate me
It's really something I can see
She likes someone more than me
And I'm ready to walk out the door
Because I'm really sure
I'm not okay
Not today
Not ever
So why don't you just pull the lever
And let me plummet
Because I'm a liar
And I'm worthless
I'm nothing close to them
So I think it's time for the end
So just to say it to make it clear
I'm not okay
I promise
