my first love

Chapter 3: Secure

The moment that I said that he sat up. Thinking that I did something wrong I sat up also and said, "Did I say something wrong?"

He replied back grabbing my hand softly, "No, you said just the right thing!"

Confused I stated, "What do you mean Samuel? I don't understand what you are talking about!"

He swiftly got up and went scavenging through his dresser trying to find something. I was still looking at him desperate to know what he was looking for, but I dare not interrupt his looking process because he looks like he really wants to find whatever he was looking for.

"Ah, I found it!" he then pulls out a necklace locket with his picture on one side.

I looked at it and smiled, "This is so sweet! You are such a good person Samuel!"

He smiled back at me and said, "Alex, you are the most perfect girl for me. I have never been in love like this, you are different than everyone else. YOU ARE PERFECT TO ME IN EVERY SINGLE WAY!"

I dropped my head, "I am not perfect Samuel. I never will be. I am an outcast, a menace to society, and everybody hates me." Trying not to cry I turn away from him and take my hand away from his.

Samuel scoots closer to me and wraps his arms around me, "Alex you might not be perfect to the whole world but you are perfect to me, and you might think that the whole world hates you but you're wrong. I love you Alex and those girls from school that were worried about you they like you too."

I lean into his chest and squeezes me tighter. "I love you Samuel so much. You always know what to say to me to make me feel better! I never want you to let me go!"

He turns me around and kisses my cheek, "I promise you that I won't ever let you go!"

I look at him and kiss him on the lips. I personally was startled that I had just done that. I could tell that he was surprised too, because he didn't return the kiss for a few seconds. I sat on his lap and held his face gently as he held my waist. We looked at each other for a short period time and then I laid my head on his chest and held his hands that were still on my waist.

Almost silently I said, "I wish that we could stay like this forever!"

"Why can't we?" He asked laughing a little bit.

"Don't we have school!" I say feeling thoughtless because I said that.

He moved a little bit, "Are you serious? Like really, really serious?"

"Yeah I mean why not? I have you and we have stayed away from school long enough. I mean I like school (the learning part.)" I got up feeling a little light-headed, but it wasn't enough to make it obvious to Samuel.

"Anything for you Alex!" He said looking a bit unsure.

"Look Samuel I promise that I will be ok. At least we have all the same classes. I sort of looked at your schedule when we were in the first class!" I said feeling like a stalker.

He looked at me looking a little better, "Ok but promise me that you won't cut anymore!"

I looked at Samuel, "I will try but I can't promise you anything except for loving you forever!" I put a little smile on at the end.

"I guess we're going to go back to school tomorrow." He said taking my hand into his and kissing it.

"By the way can I wear a shirt of yours to bed so I am more comfortable." I said knowing that I could wear ones of his sister's outfits but I didn't want to.

He smirked, "Of course you can." He gave me the biggest one that he had.

I smiled and softly said, "I am going to go change in your bathroom!"

"Okay!" He said getting a change of clothes for himself.

When I left I looked for the bathroom. It really wasn't that hard to find to be honest. I mean his house was pretty small, and everything was pretty close together. After I had got changed I went back in the room and crawled into bed with Samuel. I scooted as close to him as I could and he put his arm around me. I guess spooning is as comfortable as my old friends had said. That was my last thought before I fell asleep not as ready for school as much as I thought that I was.