A broken heart that may never be repaired (Stingue love story )

Chapter 4: Rogue's tears Sting's regrets

Sting's POV

What the hell? It's so warm. Is Yukino with me? I opened my eyes; seeing Rogue by my side, sleeping............ WAIT!!! ROGUE IS BY MY SIDE!!! Fuck! Did I get drunk and sleep with him?! Oh man this is bad! Rogue started to wake up. Shit! He looks at me. "St-." "ROGUE I'M SO SORRY!!!" I apologized. Rogue sat up. "But Sting-." "Let's just forget about this!" I got out of the bed, I grabbed my pants and put them on. "I mean it was just a stupid mistake." I said. "God I can't believe I slept with a guy!" He pulled my shirt on. Rogue didn't say anything. "And with Rogue!" I said. "This is such a nightmare!" I said. I realized that I said all that stuff out loud. I looked at Rogue who was looking down. "Shit what have I done?" I thought. "R........ Rogue.......?" I called Rogue's name. He didn't answer. He got out of the bed and grabbed his boxers, pulling them on. He puts his pants on and shirt. "Rogue what I said-." He cut me off by walking past me. "Wait Rogue." I grabbed his wrist. He didn't look at me. "Look what I said-." My eyes widened. Rogue looks at me with tears in his eyes.

"R-Rogue?" I was shocked. "Pl-Please...... just leave me alone." Rogue said, tears running down his cheeks. Wh....... Why is he crying? "I don't want to hear anymore......" Rogue cried. I froze. What? Why is Rogue crying? "How could you do that to me?" Rogue sniffed. "Rogue I never meant to force you you know how I get when I'm drunk-." "You idiot!" Rogue screamed. My eyes widened. "He never raised his voice like that before." I thought. "Why did you say you loved me?" Rogue looked at me. Huh? "Why did you say you moved me and now your saying you hated it?" Rogue said. W-Wait! Hang on! I said what?! "Do you really enjoy hurting me?! Do you hate me this much?!" More tears fell down Rogue's cheeks. "R-Rogue I-." I stopped myself. I don't know what to say. Rogue stared at me. He snapped his wrist away from my grip. "Fine then. Since you can't answer then I'm leaving." Rogue stormed out of my room. I heard the door slam. Rogue was gone leaving me speechless.

What? What happened last night? All I can remember is Yukino and I having a fight then I went out drinking I remember passing out then- My heart stopped. "I-I did something terrible to him.... again....." I looked down at the ground.

Rogue's POV

I didn't know where I was going, I just kept running. I bumped into a few people not bothering to say sorry. I didn't care. All I wanted was just to get far away from the lying bastard! I should have known he wouldn't remember! I should have known he didn't mean it! I should have known he was just using me! Yet I wanted him to love me! I felt tear running down my cheeks again. I hope your happy Sting! You make me cry all the time now! If only you got a clue! If only you knew! But no! You decide to go for a girl that you treated like shit before you became guild master! You are so selfish! You are a brat! You are a drunken moron! Why can't I.... Why can't I....? I ran into an alley. I slide down next to a wall. I held my legs close to my chest. Why can't I stop loving you?! I cried into my knees.

Why can't I stop crying?! Why can't I face the facts that I can never be by your side forever?! Why can't I stop hoping one day you'll realize that I love you ever since childhood?! Why can't I give up on Sting Eucliffe?!

~3 weeks later~

Sting sighed laying his head on his desk. He hadn't seen Rogue for 3 weeks. He hasn't even bothered to come by the guild only Frosh comes by. When ever I ask about Rogue he always says Rogue is sad and doesn't want to see me. Just me! I told Yukion about what happened and she forgave me. I try to go to Rogue and apologize but he will never let me in. When ever I try to get into the house he always uses his shadows to get rid of me. I went to Fairy Tail to see if Gajeel has talked to Rogue which he has! But you wanna know what Gajeel did?! He punched me right in the face once he saw my face! He told me I didn't deserve to see Rogue! I told him I was trying to apologize but he just scoffed and said Rogue doesn't need to have an apology from someone who doesn't deserve to be forgiven. I gave up on trying to talk to Rogue after Gajeel I'm just waiting for him to come back to the guild.

"Yo! Master!" Orga and Rufus walked into my office. I lifted my head up and looked at them. "Yeah what's up?" I asked them. "Here." Rufus handed me a envelope. I took it and looked at it. My eyes widened it was Rogue's handwriting. I stood up quickly. "Is Rogue here?" I asked them. "No he just gave that letter to us saying it was for you then left." Orga explained. "Really?" I groaned and sat back down on my chair. Rufus and Orga left my office once I told them they were dismissed. I opened up the envelope, taking the letter out. I opened it up starting to read it.

"'Sting I'm sorry but I can't be in Sabertooth anymore. I thought I could handle being in the guild but I can't. You are to clueless to realize it but I have been in love with you ever since childhood. I never bothered to tell you because I was to afraid of what you would say. You are to dumb to realize you sometimes talk out loud than in your head. I didn't want to be hurt by your words. Ever since that night when you got drunk and did those things to me you said you loved me. I was so happy you finally felt the same way but the next day when you said all those things made me realize that you will never ever feel the same way towards me. I get that now. Which means I can't be around you cause I know you will keep hurting me and not you are. Take care of Frosh just tell him I went away and I'm not coming back. Don't come looking for me cause I'm not going back. Goodbye forever Sting have a good life with Yukion. -Rogue.'" The letter said.

I dropped the letter and froze. What? Forever? No. Rogue wouldn't do that! He couldn't! Why would he just leave! No! That can't be true! I quickly ran out of my office. I ran out of the guild running past Yukion not even caring that she called my name. I ran to Rogue's house banging on the door telling him to open up. There was no response. I kicked the door down and ran in. I looked around not seeing any of his stuff. I ran into his room not seeing him there. My eyes widened. I picked up his cloak taut had the Sabertooth guild mark on the left shoulder. "He...... He really is gone." I said, staring at the cloak. I shivered. Why am I shivering? My does my heart feel like it was torn apart? Something dropped on Rogue's cloak. More droplets dropped on Rogue's cloak.  Oh my god. I'm.... I'm crying? I felt hot tears streaming down my cheeks. I am crying. I clenched the cloak, more tears falling down on it.

I just lost my team mate! My partner! My best friend! I just lost someone important to me! I just lost the person I love-! I gasped lightly. Love? I love Rogue? So many thought were going in my head. I thought of Yukion them Rogue. The strangest thing happened I thought of Rogue more then Yukion. Oh god. This is what Rogue meant. I really did hurt him. God! I'm so selfish! I just lost the person I truly love!

~I'm so sorry I haven't updated! I really happy that all of you loved my stories! I'll do my very best to try to update! I hope you enjoyed the story even tho it has feels! Goodbye Person's!~