When I Close My Eyes

Go die in a hole already Vince

^sincerely lovely thoughts from, Cynthia xxx

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I snarled and got up starting to walk away further.
"Why are you even chasing her?!" A voice sneered
That girl makes my blood boil...
I picked up a glass bottle and chunked it at their feet "just leave me alone!" I yelled before pausing "I don't give a shit about anything anymore! I would say I would like to watch your group burn in hell but I'm sure I'd get bored!! Not including Flicker and Amy, instead I'd take their place just to watch the rest, seen as they're the only ones that care!" I smiled bitterly to hide the pain on my face before turning back around and started walking again.
Or should I say hobbling?
hm...
Or stumbling?
Oh well either way it was something that got me moving so I don't quite frankly give a shit.
Unless the shit went on Frankie's head.
Cause then I'd give loads of shits.
I smirked at my thoughts slightly.
Hm.
I thought one of the two would've said something..
Whelp fuck them to.
Actually lets just like fucking tie Frankie up to a pole and then light it on fire, and kill the little witch bitch she is.
Hm.
That sounds rather joyful to imagine.
Ah the sounds of screaming.
Wait...
Uhhhhmmmm....
Definitely not in my head.
I whirled around to see Vince holding Amy by her hair and Flicker on the ground...
"Would you now?"
I screeched "IM HAVING SUCH A WARM FUCKING WELCOME BACK TO FUCKING LIFE TODAY!!!!!" I yelled bitterly not really directed to anyone.
"Oh how wonderful! But you didn't answer my question." He said pulling a gun out....
I took a deep breath and let it out..
I felt an odd calm wash over me...
"Please Vincie pooh! Please let her go!" I said softly making puppy dog eyes as I approached casual like.
He bit his lip as he straightened before his face hardened "orders are orders, I simply have to take you to the boss, and do whatever is necessary to do so."
I batted my eyelashes and put my arms around his neck "please!" I said softly looking into his deep charcoal eyes "I'll be a good girl! But I can't make that s promise" I flashed him a toothy grin
He practically melted, he let go of Amy and she raced off.
Here's the fun part!
I chuckled "oh wouldn't you love it if it was that way again" I said bitterly as I punched him in the face stunning him before backing away and bringing a boot to his chest and he was on the ground, I moved my boot to his face, he tried to move it with his hands but I only put more weight on it..
"If you ever... And I mean EVER. Threaten, look at me the wrong way, growl at me, or anything I don't fucking like.... Let's just say I'll have me a crown made out of shattered skull" I snarled darkly.
"Oh and Vince?"
He looked at me.
"I'm not letting you off the hook that easy.. I'm gonna beat the ever livin shot out of you! Like you did me!"
He smiled darkly "like I did before the infection? Or after? But wait? Does that include sexual?"
Tears filled my eyes...
Jumped up and landed on his back with a crack.
He yelled in pain.
Though his back wasn't broken...
Yet!
"IF YOU EVER FUCKING BRING THAT UP AGAIN I WILL FEED YOU YOUR SMALL INTESTINE WHILE YOURE ALIVE!!!!!!" I screamed as tears started running down my face.
"Oh cmon you know you liked it!"
I growled and bent down and punched him in the face before schooling down to his leg pulling out the knife I used to kill the lion, I sliced it right through his leg before trying to break it... I don't know if I did cause I pretty much knocked him out...
I stood up and sniffles "go to fucking hell Vince"
"Well I've got a fucking message for ya! Living in the same Galaxy that you're alive in is my hell!" He yelled from his almost unconscious position on the ground.
I whirled around and started walking as I wiped tears from my eyes.
I heard a whack and turned around.
Flicker was beating the shit out of Vince with a bloody stick...
I hoped it was his..
Then Amy let out a small growl and kicked him in the shin.
Dayum she's angry...
I mean a medic inflicting pain on purpose when they like to heal pain?
I turned and started walking again..
I walked for about five more minutes before I felt a hand grab my shoulder I snarled "leave me alone!"
Whelp all I got was a growl.
How lovely.
I shoved the knife that was in my hand into it's skull, the reek of rot and death filled my nose and I gagged..
I continued walking before I felt another hand "ugh you fugly pieces don't have anything else to do but bother me?!" I yelled and raised my knife..
Only an inch away form Jame's face when I realized he wasn't the undead.
He stumbled backward in freight or surprise.
Probably both.
I snarled "what do you want?!"
"What did he mean?...." He trailed off his voice shaking slightly
My face darkened and I took a few steps until I could feel his warm ragged breath on my face "I.Dont.Want.To.Fucking.Talk.About.It." I growled slowly making sure he heard me clearly.
He frowned.
I chuckled "why the fuck not? Because I don't like to fucking think about it because then I remember the fucking shitty history I have!!!" I yelled "the fact that I don't want to face!!" "The fact that I don't want to accept it!!!" "The fact that I will never ever even think about having a child again!"
"Having a relationship!!!" "Having a family!!!"
His face drained of color "child?"
I felt my waterworks start and I collapsed pulling my knees to my chest and laid my head on them... He out an arm on my shoulder and I slapped it away "GET THE HELL AWAY FORM ME!!!" I screamed...
He took a few steps back...
I couldn't hold in my morning any longer... My tears..
There goes badass Cynthia... For now...
I hiccuped "I-I-I'm sorry Alfie.." I whispered as I hiccuped again as I cried.. Making it hella hard to breath properly...
I cried and cried for what seemed to be hours but it had only been two before I pulled myself together "I fucking hate this cruel disgusting piece of shit called life.. I loathe it! I loathe it! I loooooooathe it!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs in anger as I kicked a dumpster needing to take my fury out on something.. Poor dumpster..