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#2 In Mafia Series
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"𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄"
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'Tum bahut acchi ho. acchi angel ho, sabse acchi angel!'
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'I am a bad Angel very bad angel "Dark Angel''
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'Nahi tum angel nahi ho, angel bahut acchi hai tum bahut buri ho.'
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"Halwa or Jalwa"
Sumedh's POV
I sat on the floor and leaned my back on the wall. I started thinking about yesterday.
Everyone was fighting and I was standing scared by the car. I didn't do anything at all. They all were protecting me.
What if someone got hurt because of me?
Why couldn't I stand up to anyone?
Why was I scared of everyone?
Why am I this pathetic?
Why do all bad things happen to me?
Why is my life so complicated?
With whatever's happening right now, I'm surprised I'm still able to function and survive every single day.
Before the attack she asked me why I cry a lot. I don't know. I.. I really don't know.
I hate crying but I can't control myself. The tear starts falling down automatically from my eyes no matter how much I try to control them.
Koi shauk se nahi rota.. aansu tab hi aate hai jab dard bardaash nahi hota.
Bahut kuch bikhra hua hai mere andar warna baat baat par kyu rota?
Behind all the crying there is just a kid who wanted love.
I was at my lowest and she blamed me for the way I reacted.
I should have understood that day only when she tried to kill me by strangling me. I ignored that and trusted her and see where I am right now.
She showed me what being cared feels like and I was liking it so much then she showed me how much evil she can be.
A tear rolled down my eye then another then another. I sobbed.
Sumedh: Sach kahu to mujhe apne aapse nafrat hone lagi hai.😭💔
She hurt me so much.
I still remember how that night was, how tired my eyes and heart were. I still remember how I almost ran out of my breath while crying. I was trying to hold the noise. I will never forget how difficult it was for me. I will never forget the pain.
She gave me hopes and then broke it herself. Shattered. All my hopes have shattered away.
I am such a big stupid that I forgave her every time she apologised. And I think I will do it again.
I just want this pain to end. I want her to hurt me so that all this pain ends.
Mai sensitive bhi hu aur weak bhi.
I was crying loudly. I put my palm on my mouth and pressed to keep my voice in. I stood up with shaking legs and went to the almirah.
I took out 2 pills from my bag and gulped it with water. I put the bag back and closed the almirah.
