Not Too Far

Chapter 11

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I had a dream last night that Jake flew back to Texas with me. But I know that's not gonna happen. We have school in a few days and it would be a lot harder to say goodbye. My flight leaves at 10 PM. So I'm going straight from Jake's house to the airport. I got up and put on sweatpants and a messy bun. After this trip I've stopped trying so hard to impress Jake. He loves me, and the way I look won't change that. I went downstairs and my grandma had set up the table with eggs, bacon, and pancakes. "Mmm grandma it smells delicious!" I said sitting on the table. "Well it's a going away breakfast! Is your suitcase all packed?" She said pouring me some chocolate milk. "Yeah, I'll put it in the car once I'm done eating." I ate as fast as I could hoping to have as much time with Jake as possible. "Grandma I'm done. I'll go wait in the car." I lifted my heavy suitcase and walked down the steps. The sky was clear  but the snow was up to my ankles. I'm not used to this kind of weather anymore. I'm starting to miss the heat.

In the car we listened to some old music that my grandma likes. "Just remember, next time you visit you will be driving yourself around!" She said turning the volume down. I almost forgot, I'd be getting my license next October! In Texas we get them at 16, but here in New Jersey they get them at 17. "Well, enjoy your last day with your lover! I'll pick you up at 7." She said as I opened the door. "Okay grandma thank you!" I shut the door and ran inside. Jake was sitting with mom and Emily eating lunch. "Oops, am I interrupting?" I said shutting the front door. "No not at all sweetie! Would you like a burger?" Said his mom. She was already getting up to go prepare it. "Oh no no! It's fine I just ate." I said walking towards Jake. "Hey baby", he said with his mouth full. I laughed because he eats a lot. He shoved the last bite in his mouth and stood up. "You wanna go watch a movie in my room?" Before I had the chance to answer he grabbed my hand and guided me to his bedroom.

We laid on the bed cuddling while he looked for a movie on Netflix. "So are we gonna Netflix and chill?" I asked, laughing. "If you want." He said in a sexy voice while stroking my thigh. It tickled a little, but it also turned me on. I could see he was getting a little horny too. "Why so happy?" I said sitting on top of him. He grabbed my hips and pushed himself against me. "It's our last day baby, wanna make it memorable?" I took my shirt off and he pulled down my pants. "Babe your mom is home!", I said while he was kissing my chest. "It's okay, the tv is on, she won't hear a thing." Without thinking our clothes was on the floor and we were under the covers. Jake started putting it inside of me and I moaned. It felt different this time. It didn't hurt this time, and it felt warmer. He went faster and I started moaning. All of a sudden he stopped... "What happened?" I said. He got off me and I looked down. I realized that he cummed, but we weren't using protection. "Umm... did that get inside of me?" I asked, terrified thinking of what would happen if it did. "I don't know..." He wiped it off thinking it would do something. All of a sudden we heard footsteps coming towards the door. "Hurry put your shirt on and get under the covers!" He said throwing my shirt at me. Moments later his mom walks in. "What is going on here!? And why is the door closed!?" She yelled. Ugh, this day couldn't get any worse. "Nothing", said Jake while putting on his shirt. His mom sighed. "I know you guys are teenagers and you like to experience new things... but I am too young to be a damn grandmother! Please put your clothes on and come out to the living room, or keep the door open!" My face was bright red, and so was Jake's. "Can you shut the door so I can put my clothes back on?" I asked. He could tell I was angry. "Baby I'm sorry. I should've gotten a condom, but it just happened so fast. We weren't thinking." "Don't worry, I doubt it even got inside of me, I'll be fine."

We opened the door after getting our clothes on and we started watching a movie. I fell asleep on his chest listening to his heartbeat. A few hours later I woke up. I looked at my phone and it was 6:30. Damn, time flies! I looked at Jake and he was still sleeping. "Babe?" I said waking him up. "Yeah?" His voice was raspy. "I'm leaving in half an hour." I said holding back my tears. "Let's go do something baby" he got up and grabbed my hand. We went to the kitchen to find his mom. She seemed to have forgotten about the incident that happened earlier. "Jake can you walk Baxter?" She asked while washing some pots. "Sure" he said grabbing his shoes. "Wait I wanna walk him!" I grabbed the leash and called Baxter. "Wait baby, if he pulls on the leash you're gonna go flying." I laughed but I held on to it. "I'll be fine". We opened the door and Baxter pulled on the leash hard. He was a huge dog. "Let me help you!" He said putting his hand on mine. We walked him outside. The snow seemed to have gotten higher. Baxter stopped at a tree to do his business. Flurries started falling down from the cloudy sky. I looked up and Jake grabbed my face giving me a long kiss. "It's not kissing in the rain, but it's close enough" he whispered in my ear. "I love you" I said before kissing him again. "I love you too." We walked back after Baxter was done.

"Baby I think your grandma's here." He said looking out the window. Tears came to my eyes. "Yeah, she just texted me." I texted her back saying I'll be out in a minute. I look up and see Jake with tears rolling down his face. "Babe don't cry!" Every time he cries it makes me cry too. We sat on the couch for five minutes with him holding me in his arms. My mascara was running down my face. "Here, take this." He gave me a bracelet he's been wearing this whole week. "It's a friendship bracelet my friend Yalli made it for me. But I want you to have it." I put out my wrist and he tied it on. I heard my grandma honk and we knew it was time for me to go. He walked me to the door, we were both still crying but I had to be strong. "I love you." I said walking down the steps. "I love you too baby, I'll see you soon." I got in the car realizing I never got my goodbye kiss.
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2 days later Amber came over. I was still depressed, missing Jake. His birthday was tomorrow and I wouldn't get to see him. Amber and I were walking around my neighborhood. "So you're saying you guys had unprotected sex!?" She asked, shocked. "Yeah, the only thing that worries me is that my period isn't regular. It's gonna be a stressful month."
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End of book 1