Obliviously Existing

Dean's POV

I had dropped Renee off and headed back to the hotel. It was 5:00 in the morning. When I got home all the lights were off. I immediately called for Seth and Roman.

"Seth, Roman, anybody here?"

I approached both of their bedrooms, starting with Roman's. It was empty but all his luggage was still there, so he couldn't have gone that far.

Then I travelled to Seth's. I opened the door and discovered that the bathroom light was on and someone was crying. And then it hit me; Seth and Roman must've fought. I was always good at these kind of things. Analyzing and putting the pieces together.

I walked towards the bathroom and turned the knob, but it was locked. I heard Seth gasp in fear behind the door.

"Seth it's okay, it's just me. Please open up so we can talk."

Seth sniffed and responded, before opening the door.

"Leave me alone Dean." He wiped the tears from his eyes and hid something behind his back.

I shifted my eyes to the object behind his back, then to his wrist. It was gushing with blood.

"What's behind your back Seth?" I asked rhetorically.

Seth looked at me with watery eyes.

"It's nothing, relax."

I looked at him just the same, and gently grabbed his wrist.

"Then it wouldn't be behind your back now would it!"

I quickly grabbed the thing that was behind his back with my free hand without wounding myself; it was a razor blade.

"Give that back Dean! I need it. It's the only thing I have left!"

I stumbled on my words.

"N-no it's not Seth! What the hell happened while I was gone?! And I know it had to do with Roman, so don't even think about lying!"

Seth got up from sitting on the toilet and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Alright...come on, let's get out of here."

I nodded in agreement, and we both exited the bathroom after he cleaned and wrapped his forearm to slow down the bleeding.

Seth sat on the top of his bed and patted the bottom of it, ushering for me to sit down.

"Should I drive you to the hospital? I mean there's one right up the stree-"

"No, I'm fine. Trust me," Seth said cutting me off.

I wasn't gonna fight him over it, so ultimately I gave up and accepted the offer, waiting for answers.

"Well it started off as an amazing night, honestly. We went to the bar as planned and everything was smooth sailing, but when we got back home...."

Seth paused awkwardly and looked down. I looked at him seriously and pleaded for him to continue.

"Wha-what happened?"

Seth looked at me and scratched the side of his nose uncomfortably.

"We uh, played 'Never Have I Ever', and asked each other really personal shit. And it just so happens...that one of those very questions...caused me to uh...to kiss him."

I stared deeply in Seth's eyes, trying to process everything he was saying.

"Oh my god, Seth. I knew it was gonna be something, but I didn't know that this was gonna be the something...You really have it bad for Roman don't you?"