Sulli
I cried last night and sehun dragged me. We got home and here I am . At the balcony alone. Feeling the night breeze. Its so refreshing. I know this situation would come and I'm ready for it. I even promised not to cry. But I cried. Why.
Why does he have to leave.
For the sake of his dream sulli-ah
I sighed. Sitting alone at night is so nice but not when your hands got cut I think. My hands got cut when I'm trying to drink. The glass slipped of my hand and I try to clean it up but the shattered glass cut my hands. And I just not in mood for clean my hands and just leave it.
It has been 30 minutes. Starring at the sky with no soul. Why am I even alive?
I know I can't be selfish and i'm already letting him go. But the people around me.. they seem not supporting me instead provoking me. I'm the one who will be lefted.
I got into my sense back when sehun called me.
"Sulli?!"
I sighed. I want to be alone. So I don't answer him instead I closed the sliding door and locked it. I pull my knee to my chest and hugged it. Thinking our moment together back when we were first met. He was so chick but he was so cheesy with me. He would buy me a chocolate ice cream .
Sehun knocked on the sliding door super hard making me startled. His face is so angry. Or is it worried? I don't know. I hesitated to open the door then Sehun knocked again and made a widr eyes. That's just funny but I don't feel like laughing.
Sehun hugged me as soon as the door opened . He hugged me before he caressed my hair and looked right into my eyes. He cupped my face as he bend his head. "Are you okay?" I just stared his eyes and he hugged me again.
My eyes start watered and I don't feel like hugging people. So I pushed him makes him back off with wide eyes. And I cried. Again. I covered my mouth with my bleeded hands.
"Hey!" He took my hands which make me winced in pain. And he ignires it instead he examine my hands . He touched it. "It hurts." I said with a shaky voice.
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Hye!
So so sorry for not updating these past few days. I just forgot and super busy. I'm so sorry and I will start updating tomorrow. Sorrt again
Will continue this chapter tomorrow! Thank you for keep reading and likes and comments please ! ❤
XOXO ~sarah
