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Sulli

My eyes fixated on the stage. A mic and a standee, a flower as a garnish around the stage. I turned my head to the back searching for him. And only to see Sehun's family and my family.

My eyes caught Myungsoo that was scrolling through his phone and was stuck between Mrs. Oh and mom. How poor little boy. My lips curved upwards seeing the boring Myungsoo.

Finally, his eyes caught mine before he waved to me excitedly. Slightly caught other audience that was already immersed in this ceremony. The big hall was already filled with a flood of people and thus, the ceremony begin.

Yet I didn't see him.

And my eyes still wandering around the hall. Suddenly warm hands landed on my thighs. "We can search him later. Don't worry." Victoria gave me a reassuring smile before focusing back on the stage.

I nodded silently as my eyes fell on the ring that was beautifully coating my ring finger.

My eyes focused on the stage when the emcee started to spoke and talked randomly before the real ceremony began. A speech from the dean, teacher. And a speech from the top 1 in our school, Kim Taeyong. His speech was really from his brain and not from the text. Indeed, school number one crush. His smile almost made the whole girl crying by thinking they would never see him again while the clever girl smiles even more thinking that they would definitely see him again in some prestigious university in Seoul.

Bu that would never happen because we did talk before. Though we are not so close but I overheard his conversation with his mother during our assignment.He will be studying abroad.It was such a hell for me when I got paired with him. Half of the girl in school almost cursing me.

"Choi Sulli." The whole hall filled with big clapping every time the emcee called up a name. But somehow I feel so empty when I stand on the stage. Bowing and thanking the dean before going down the stage was what I did. I thought I can see him from the stage but I guess he was just busy.

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We were done taking photos at the school. Victoria was the most excited one. She takes every single angle of us. She said it's once in your lifetime. You still have university you know.

And I was so surprised when Kim Taeyong , the top student, asked me to take a picture with him. He said this is his last time meeting me before he moves to America. To the most surprising me is, he confessed to me. He said he likes me. He likes my eyes. And he likes when I'm focusing on somethings. But he said he knew I have a boyfriend. So he just keep it as a secret.

'Nice meeting you Sulli. I'm sorry for the sudden confess. And... maybe we can meet again? '

And I said 'of course'. Not knowing when is the 'of course'.

Riding back to Sehun's parents home was boring. Yes. I'm going to their house after this graduation because they have prepared my celebration. Am I happy?

Of course. At least , maybe, I get to see his guilty face. Maybe?

Because he is not supposed at home at this time. But who knows right?

I leaned my head on the window as my eyes scaneed the road. Burning hole into the road. The calm ryhthm music is little by little soothes my mind. People walking at the side road seemed rhythmic to the song I listened.

Fortunately, my eyes caught something. Something is unviewable?

My body stiff. My head is no longer leaning on the window. It is like... de ja vu? Our car stopped at the red light.

People that are walking at the side of the road were like slow motioning. And my eyes focused on Sehun?

And that Joohyun?

They were buying something. Like? Couple hats. And I see Sehun's smile.That smile.

I feel like everything was so vivid. And my hands. My hands pull down the door handle. My legs found its way to Sehun. I can hear someone was calling my name. And I can hear the chaos. Car's break.

A few more steps to the side road and someone pushed me.I heard a car's horn. I knocked into reality.

I fell to the side road. My elbow has a little cut and it was really hurt. And what I saw next was my father on the road lying unconciously. And my mother...

"Mom! Dad!"

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Hello!

Its been a long time. Sorry becauseb I have a really important exam coming. I will update in my free time.

Thank you for keep reading! 💜❤

Xoxo,
sarah













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