Sulli
I barely get to talk with Sehun since he got into that company. Well I mean is we did, talk in the phone and messaging each other but it is so different when it's in real life. And it was never more than 5 message, a week and he would always keep silence. In the midnight he would always wish a good night .
I know he was so busy because those message I usually got was around 12 midnight. But that things was not long either as he stops wishing me a good night after about 2 weeks. I know this is unnecessary to think of but I'm just afraid of losing him.
Anyway what am I thinking these days does not happen to us such as; he wouldn't pick up my calls, totally ignored me and things that makes all girlfriends in this world uncomfortable. But one thing that I never knew would happen, happened.
He does not even touch me when we was hanging out yesterday. No skinship all days. He doesn't even hold my hands like he used to. Maybe I'm too desperate so I just shrugged it off.
And I don't know why am I laying here on my bed, at 10 something p.m. , staring at Sehun's caller ID. My head kept telling me to just call him which I'm not gonna do. I'm too scared. What if allI hear is just a silence?
Instead, I left him a message.
'Good night.'
It was so plain but I was really expecting an answer in which I don't. I felt my eyelids getting heavier and soon I found him smiling at me.
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Staring blankly at the big mirror, I tucked my hair strands behind my ear. A black button up pants and a tank top. I stared at my reflection before sighing. Another boring day without Sehun.
Phone on my hands, I dragged myself to the kitchen realizing my tummy kept making an unpleasant sounds. As I stepped in the kitchen, there he is. My older brother. Myungsoo.
Myungsoo was about to sip his coffee qhen his eyes captured mine. "Morning sleepyhead." He greeted me and continuin his own doing. Checking out his phone to check his schedule this morning.
He wore a light brown khaki pants and a white shirt with an ocean blue vest. All ready for his work.
I'm used to it now. Waking up every morning seeing Myungsoo ready in his work attire , mom probably ij the garden and dad usually ij the living room reading newspaper.
Myungsoo is soon taking my father's position. A CEO. My father said he is too old and need to rest and enjoy his life too. Goo for him I guess. Cause he barely get to go to a vacation. His business is too good to leave.
"I'm here and was up earlier. How can I be a sleepyhead?" I asked boringly as I poured a milk into my cup. I'm not a coffee drinker. I wonder how can people love bitter thing.
I sat on the island table facing Myungsoo. Enjoying my breakfast , my brother asked me a question which I my day.
"Wanna go out?" He asked while he was sippin' on his coffee.
"Great! Let's-" I stopped in the middle of the sentence when I realized he must be in the office. My eyebrows knitted together.
"You are not going to take me to the office right?" Hell no if he gonna. Because I remembered once when he took me to the office. It was freaking boring. Nothing to do as I don't know anything and I end up on his office couch, sleeping.
He just chuckled afterwards and got off from his seat as he walked out of the kitchen.
He yelled halfway on the living room.