"Have you found anything?" She asked as Rapmon and Jin helped her post up the flyers.
"If I'd found something we would be doing this." Rapmon grumbled irritatedly pinning up another flyer. She looked at Suga's face. Black and white. He was smiling brightly, it was an old photo Eunsuh had taken of her and him. She sighed and continued pinning up the flyers. This was pretty pointless, but anything would help. She hoped it would anyways.
"What else can we do?"
Jimin jogged up to them and grabbed the flyers from Nari.
"Jimin-"
"Eunsuh wants to talk to you. I'll take care of it from here." Jimin smiled and ran off to pin up flyers. She watched him for a moment before looking for Eunsuh. She was sitting on a bench across the street. Nari quickly ran across and sat down next to Eunsuh.
"Hey." She breathed.
"I want you to tell me how you do it." Eunsuh's voice trembled slightly.
"What?" She asked puzzled.
"How do you keep it together knowing everything that's going on? Suga's gone, and our boyfriends are being hunted by the Yakuza, how are you fine?" Eunsuh's voice began to shake violently. Nari laughed bitterly and smiled to herself. Ironic.
"I'm not."
"But you haven't broken down, or anything!" Eunsuh argued.
"The first day he was gone I tried to kill myself Eunsuh. I'm not fine. I can't sleep, but I can't stop to cry. I have to play my gramma's stupid games. I have to figure out how to defeat the f**king Yakuza. I mean Rapmon and Jin mostly do that, but I have to help them. Their emotions cloud their judgement. Their pasts cloud their thoughts. I can push that away. I've learned to do that. I have to keep looking for Suga. I have to keep his friends safe so he can come back to a happy home. I hold things together because I don't have a choice. When I don't have something to do I detach myself. It's like none of this is really happening. It's all going too fast. So if you want to know how to stay sane, ask Rapmon. Ask Jin. Ask Jimin. Not me, because I'm out of my mind." She sighed and pushed back the tears she didn't have time for that. Eunsuh watched her pitifully. Nari clenched her fists, she was together at least. Don't pity me. Eunsuh stood and hugged her tightly,
"Suga will come back. He can't be far from you for long. He can't stand it either. I've seen it, I promise." She squeezed Nari tighter.
"I hope so. I have to go to the library." She pulled away and began to walk to the library. More research. If she found his father, she might find Suga.
She hoped at least.
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(A/N)
I don't know what to say here. Sooooooo I'll sayyyy ooh eee ooh ah ah ting tang walla walla bing bang ooh eee ooh ah ting tang walla walla bing bang!
