She looked up at the sky. The rain was letting up, and the clouds were floating away. There was no wind, and it wasn't that cold anyways. She pointed to the stars.
"I said I'd take you star gazing. I think now is appropriate." She smiled. He laughed and looked up at the sky. He backed up a few steps before tripping and falling on his ass. She laughed,
"You're so stupid." She sat down beside him. He grabbed her and pulled him into his lap and began to tickle her.
"Yeah, but I'm your stupid." He smiled broadly. She missed his smile. His beautiful face was illuminated in the starlight, and he looked perfect. He smiled wider, her face looked amazingly beautiful, shining in the moonlight. She giggled as he tickled her half-heartedly and she kissed his neck. She kissed his cheek and finally his lips. He hugged her tightly and she rolled off him. She laid down beside him and he followed.
"Look real stars." She murmured. He nodded, in awe.
"Can you find your favorite?" She asked. He shook his head,
"No. I don't need to anyways."
"Why not?" She asked. He rolled over to face her. He smiled and kissed her forehead.
"Because I've got you."
"You're so cheesy." She snickered and kissed him. He put a hand on her cheek,
"Can you tell me what's going on? I read the letter, but I want to make sure I've got it straight." He whispered. She nodded and laid back to look at the sky, the bright, shimmering stars.
"Okay. I broke up with you, which was me being stupid. I was too upset to think straight and think of a good plan. My gramma, my gramma's crazy. She felt it would keep my parents together if I broke up with you. I went back later that night and you were gone. Suga, I cried so much. And I'm so sorry I did that. I missed you. Things just kept getting worse and worse. Rapmon's father wanted the rest of the gang to join because he thought Rapmon told you to leave. So there were more and more Yakuza. So Jin went off and got his knives. We looked for you everywhere. We tried to find your father, we put up flyers, we did everything we could think of. My gramma got crazier because she didn't have anything over me anymore, and Rapmon broke down. I've never seen him like that. It was scary. We couldn't think of a good plan without you so we just focused on getting you back and keeping the Yakuza off our backs. Then, then things got really bad. Jin...he killed three people. He was so upset. Suga, please don't ever leave again. We need you. Please don't ever do that." She sobbed. It was just too much. Everything had passed too fast for it to really settle. He hugged her tightly. They were so screwed. Rapmon was probably right. She was beginning to doubt Suga could fix this. This was so, so much. The Yakuza was after him, after them. What were they going to do?
"I'm sorry. I didn't think that would happen." He breathed.
"What did you do?" She asked, pressing her face into his chest. They were wet and sandy, but it didn't matter.
"Well I left because I thought, if I was gone they'd leave you guys alone. I thought if I was gone, they'd leave you alone. I know Jin could take care of the guys, and Rapmon too, I just didn't think the Yakuza would still persist. Also...I couldn't, I couldn't face seeing you. I felt like I would break down. I lost you once, and I almost lost you again. It hurt, it hurt a lot. And the farther away I was the less it hurt. So I went to go find my dad, see if he was sober, alive, I don't know. But I couldn't stay away for long. I would always get worried and come back, just to check up on you guys. I saw the Yakuza, but I didn't think they were for you guys. I thought they might still be looking for me, so I beat them up. It was like a cycle. I'd go somewhere, stay there for a few days, then come back. I'd get farther each time, but I'd always come back. Just to make sure you guys were okay. Make sure you were okay." He murmured. She sobbed loudly,
"I wasn't okay. You weren't here. Don't leave me again. It doesn't matter what I say, I'll always come back. I love you too much, you know that right?" He nodded,
"I know. I love you too much too." Sighing, she curled up into him.
"Don't touch my boob." He laughed,
"Don't touch my boob." He was back.
She couldn't get over how good it felt.
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this fic is like rlly close to being over. like 19 more partsss. so im gonna try and post a lot just so i can finish it off. ill probably post tmr to celebrate labor day so yah. k bye beaches c yall l8r
